Trish,
The time has come for me to make that decision. I can't continue to live in not today land, or I'll do it tomorrow. Buddy neuro function has deteriorated considerably in the last couple of months. Tests have proven that. The decision has to come now as to whether I continue to Trilostane or stop it. Letting the cortisol rise could slow the tumor significantly and keep him on his feet longer. Naomi has been trying that with Frasier. It will most likely cause Buddy's Cushing symptoms to return. His stomach was very upset when he started Trilostane. It took more than a week to settle it. His allergies went haywire when his cortisol dropped. I have finally gotten a handle on that. If I stop the trilo, we will be back where we started and that was not a comfortable place for Buddy. So I do need to make that decision now. Reducing, not stopping the trilo is another option. Yes Trish, I am familiar with those white vans. They have been circling my block for the past several days.

Addy,
I expect no less from you! I have already figured out that you are going to continue to nag me to sleep and I am trying. I did manage to nap for about an hour this afternoon when I knew Buddy was stable. Mel had just sent me a few PM's and had worked her magic. Sleep deprivation is taking a toll on me. I hurt everywhere and have no energy. My brain is also mush and I'm over emotional. I know all of these things already. Yes, Kim's lullaby was adorably sweet. I will admit that. I am not a pill popper. That is so not my thing.

Thank you Angels,
Kathy