Chuey -9y/o-diabetic-Vetoryl (Chuey has passed)

[mypuppy]

My thoughts and prayers go out to you Nikole and your beloved Chuey. May he rest in peace and may you find comfort in believing you did everything possible to take care of your Chuey in a very loving way. Do not be so hard on yourself Nikole please. There are just some random acts in life which we have no control over. You must believe that. God bless you both. Jeanette and Princess

[4thepets]

Hi everyone,

it has been a long day,

I would cry just standing somewhere or driving. I screamed at the top of my lungs last night just filled with grief. I have been on the internet trying to find out what happened, I cant let it go. I am trying. I see stuff around the house that reminds me of him. My other little dog 'lil Bit" comes running when I start crying in bed at night. I had put him in a pallet of blankets to rest at night and he could hardly keep his head up. I went into the living room and I looked up and somehow chuey was beside my feet, how he made it in there from my bedroom, I don't know, but he did. I want to thank you all for your support and love and sympathy, Marianne, Roxee's dad, Natalie, Jeanette and princess, Jeff and angel and Mandy, Addie, Catherine, Squirt's mom, trinket and leslie and lil angels ruby and Crystal, BKDICE, and thank you to those who lit a candle. I am so sorry for talking so much, the pain of losing him is so bad, I can't stand it. Thank you for listening. I guess it will take a while for me to accept this..I feel like I should have done more....luv u all

[4thepets]

It just hurts..............

[Roxee's Dad]

Dear Nikole,

Please do not apologize for your grief. We are here for you and deeply share in the pain and grief you are feeling. Know that you gave him a good and happy life. I hope you will tell us more about Chuey's wonderful life with you.

[Carol G]

I am so sorry for your loss and I understand the pain. I know you did everything possible.
My thoughts are with you.
Carol

[4thepets]

Hi everyone,

It has been so rough the last few days, replaying everything over and over in my mind. What I should have done, what could I have done, did my vet do enough, how I should have got a loan on my car sooner and got him to the University of Ga. I just feel so hurt. I know some may not understand, but I am so glad I have my k9 Cushings family, I do not know what I would have done without you. I feel like I have been hugged from all over the world. It means so much, thank you so much, I felt like I could not go on these past few days and did not want to. I loved Chuey so much. I will try to be strong in all this it is so very hard. I just want to scream when it comes to treatment for our pets and how it should be more affordable and how there should be more research done on their behalf about these chronic diseases that effect them and how to truly make them better.Where is the cure? Why all this guessing? I am going to take all of your advice and try to not blame myself. My vets office was in tears.. one of chueys vets was off the day I went in and told them he had passed they had expected him to come in the next day for more treatment..and she drove in just to see me and comfort me(Dr. G) when she heard I was there crying and what had happened to chuey, they called her, they did try. I needed a specialist, but I am glad he was home with me when it did happen that was the best place for him to be.. ok, I must stop this. I am so sorry everyone, I just needed to say everything that I am still feeling.I guess I just need time to heal..alot of it.this is so hard for me...I thank you again everyone from the bottom of my heart. I really thank you listening when I had no one else to turn to....love always Nikole

[John II]

Dear Nikole,

Please don't second guess your actions. You've done more for Chuey than most of our species would even consider doing. You've cared more. You've loved more. We all do our best in the face of incredible odds against us. And in the end that's all we can do. Please find some comfort in that.

[Harley PoMMom]

Dearest Nikole,

We will always be here for you, please know that. We do understand your pain, the hole you feel in your heart. Talk to us, Nikole, and let us help comfort you.

Love and (((hugs)))
Lori

[labblab]

Dear Nikole,

I just want to make sure you understand that there is never a word limit here as to how much you are allowed to write about missing Chuey, or a time limit as to how long you have to say it...

I lost my own Cushpup over six years ago, but my family here still supports me every single day. And especially on those days when I still need to write about him and about how much I miss him. So we'll be here for you, too. Whenever you feel like writing, we'll be here!

And in addition to your own thread here, you can also drop in at any time on a thread that we've started on our "In Loving Memory" forum. I think the holidays are especially rough, both for new wounds and old ones. And so here's another special place where you can come and talk whenever you may wish to:

http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/show...3988#post43988

Many hugs,
Marianne

[Squirt's Mom]

Ah, Nicole,

Honey, you come talk to us any time. We understand your pain and want to help if we can. Sometimes talking about things can help, just putting the words down can somehow help take the edge away.

Share your pain and it will become less; share your happy memories and they will become greater; it is an honor for us to be able to participate in yours and Chuey's story.

We have a candle site that may bring you some comfort, too. It helps me to light a candle for those I have loved and lost at times. You can find it here:

http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/...m?l=eng&gi=K9C

Continuing to send hugs, prayers, and strength,
Leslie and the girls - always