No, it makes sense, Sharlene...I just want her back. I think it's this time of year. This is when we got her, that 1 1/2lb of fluff...that baby who needed me....and who plopped into my heart right away, and is still there.

On this site, you all understand. In my "real" world, they don't. I should be over it by now, gotten past it, moved on....

Some days, I can't...and this is one of them. My baby is gone, how on earth can I accept that??