God Mairanne. I have spent my whole life avoiding to asking for stuff like that. An old vet used to say "well fido has given us 13 good years" and I knew what he ment. This sounds like the same thing. But Mira's only been here seven. Had I known a year ago I probably could have easily saved her. I will think on it Marianne. If they say put her to sleep today I will flip out!! Just how humane am I capably of being? She rests peaceful but not sleeping. Hang on for another day? Another bright moment that only feels bright for a moment. Does she want to go? Of course she doesn't she's only seven! Damn it!!