Ladies,
I am not strong enough to do this! I am having a very hard functioning as it is. Once I go forward with this decision, I will have to go though the torture of watching Buddy deteriorate quickly before my eyes. This is going to rip my heart to shreds. I know that some of you have done it and survived, but I'm not as strong as you and Buddy is all that I have. Without him, I have no reason to go on. There will be nothing left. Signing off.....

Hugs,
Kathy