"Mah Boy" Keesh the Wonder Dog

[molly muffin]

When do you come home Judi?

I imagine it will be a very hard home coming no matter how you look at it, but I think the break from the house must have done some good. I hope so anyhow.
Keesh was a huge presence. There is no way to get past that quickly unfortunately.

Know we are thinking of you and Keesh.
hugs

[spdd]

Heading home the first week of January then be looking diligently for a new place to live somewhere that is comfortable, cause where I am just isn't it. Will be watching the road conditions so it may take a few days if the weather is bad.

[Squirt's Mom]

I hope when you do return home you find that the memories tied to that place bring you smiles and peace instead of deeper anguish. No matter where you are, Keesh is with you, where ever you go, he will be with you. You will cry and cry a lot for some time but it does get better. Just let it come; it's part of the healing process so let it flow, let your tears wash your Soul, cleanse your wound. What you and Keesh shared is deserving of each and every tear. Before long, you will find yourself smiling at some memory, then you will cry because you smiled. But then the smiles will come more often and the tears a bit less.

And you know you always have a soft spot to fall here with us, sweetie.

[spdd]

Merry Christmas baby boy!!!! Mommy isn't celebrating this year for many reasons, but the biggest one is because you aren't here.

[Trish]

Merry Christmas Judi... hard one for you but you are going to get heaps of hugs from all of us... big wink to Keesh up there, such a special boy!! xxx

[spdd]

Thank you and Merry Christmas to you as well. I'm just spending a very quiet night in the hotel room. Will skype that grandkids tomorrow and then Christmas will almost be over. I sure hope next year I get the spirit back. All the very best to you and yours.

[molly muffin]

I am sure you will get the spirit back when you least expect it my dear friend. As they say you just have to find your sea legs again. For this season is a season of joy and celebrating what we have along with remembering those whom we have lost. How bright they made our world just by sharing it with us and that they were a gift. One that walked the path with us for much to short of a time but whom made the path a little brighter while they shared it with us.

Love

[Mari]

I hope you are doing better, Judi. It's difficult.

[spdd]

Thanks everyone for your replies. So I went twice, the first was a 2 hour overall assessment and the second one yesterday was with a therapist. He was running late, so it wasn't an hours session. Both in the first and second appts. in all honesty I wondered just who was the patient and who was the therapist. Has life gotten so bad that the professionals now tell you their life history? Takes up a lot of your time listening to them and they really aren't listening to you. Next appt. is to tell me about coping mechanisms so I sure hope it is far more productive then the last 2 sessions. Another move again on March 31st due to my nerves being completely shot with the overhead noise. I will officially be a vagabond. Second biopsy was done last Friday, so hope it comes back with better results then the last one.

[Joan2517]

Sounds like my husband...he's a Social Worker and he never shuts up. I always say that I can't believe people pay for a session and have to listen to him!