My Bandit

[budindian]

I think I've realized why I am having such a hard time losing my precious baby. He was the light in my darkness. If I was having a bad day I would come home and he would be there smiling and just so happy to see me his whole body would shake. Now my light is gone. I also thought I would have more time with him. He was and still is my baby.

[Joan2517]

Of course that's why...they would just be there...and that's all we needed. Lena would know when I was upset about something and going on and on talking to someone on the phone, and she would jump up and down at my feet until I picked her up. Even after she went deaf, she would come in from another room like she could feel my tension even though she couldn't hear me and do the same thing.

There is always that one, the one who is so much a part of you. They are the hardest ones to let go. I just can't do it either

[Harley PoMMom]

Oh my, I am so sorry, it is so difficult losing them and we sure do understand how much you are missing dear Bandit. Sending loving consoling hugs, Lori

[mytil]

There are many here who are here to help you through this. We know firsthand about loosing the light for now and the emptiness. Please stay with us and post here anytime
((((hugs))))
Terry

[molly muffin]

It's true isn't it. You walk in the door and they make everything seem better, no matter how the day has been. That makes walking in that door even harder when they aren't there to turn things around and shine a light on you. I totally get that, molly does that for me too.

Big hugs!

[Joan2517]

That's the hardest thing about going home now...but the others are waiting for me and they still need me. I smile and fuss over them, but my heart is still looking for Lena.