Re: iatrogenic Calcinosis Cutis - Severe Condition (Andy crossed The Bridge 6/08)
Thank you. I think I'm finally to the point where I'm willing to feel the pain of loss. Until now I haven't looked at this with my emotions on my sleeve.
Because of all the kind words and encouragement I've received from the members, I feel I'm in a place that understands what I'm going thru, maybe even better than I know. So far I've described and felt surgically what happened, unable to face my emotions. I'm beginning to feel I don't have to back away because I have the safety net here.
Truly, for the first time I'm willing to experience my emotions and begin working thru them. Compiling data about IC and writing Andys story is my way of telling Andy that what he went thru matters.
It's a good thing.
"Until one has loved an animal, part of their soul remains un-awakened." It came to me that every time I lose a dog they take a piece of my heart with them. And every new dog who comes into my life gifts me with a piece of their heart. If I live long enough, all the components of my heart will be dog, and I will become as generous and loving as they are." Unknown