Re: 7yr old Husky may have Cushings (help read Blood Test)
Hi and welcome to you and Mira!
Bless your heart! Man, can I relate to your fear! When my Squirt was first diagnosed, I was an absolute basket case. She is the light of my world and I cannot bear the thought of losing her. When her vet said "Cushing's", I could tell by the look on her face this wasn't the best of news and I broke down into tears right there in the exam room. For the next few months, I was overcome with grief, anger, fear, guilt, frustration, and confusion. My poor old mind just couldn't grasp anything except that my baby was sick!
Nothing I read, nothing anyone said made any sense to me at all...it was all Greek! Even when they told me it would get better all I could think was, "Are you freakin' NUTS?!?! My baby is SICK with an incurable disease!!!! omg omg omg omg omg......" A dear friend here later described me as a woman who had stuck her finger in a light socket - hair standing on end! She kindly left out the lunatic rantings, the flying slobber and bulging eyes! Now, nearly 3 yrs later, I almost have the slobbering under control.
I know exactly how you feel, honey; many of us do. And, you are right where you are supposed to be; your reaction is completely normal. How else would a loving mother react to news that her baby may be facing some serious health issues? You're a good mom, as evidenced by your obvious love for Mira and your willingness to seek out help on her behalf. So, see? You are already ahead of the game and have a great foundation to build on!
Two things -
1) during this panic phase, try to take a few minutes to breath from time to time; just a few deep breaths, holding and slowly releasing - then you can resume "omg omg omg omg..."
2) start your education. This is the most important thing you can do for Mira regardless of what the final diagnosis turns out to be. You are her first and last defense, her only voice, her advocate, and the more you know the stronger you will be in these roles. Get copies of all her test results and question the vet about anything you don't understand. Take notes during her exams, or take a tape recorder, or a friend so you can remember what was said. Start reading up on Cushing's here; our Helpful Resource section is full of good info. Go online and read about Addison's, which is, in very simple terms, the opposite of Cushing's. Then ask questions, lots of them. We will do our best to help you understand. Education is key and we are all here to learn and share.
Last, but in no way least, know that you and Mira are not alone. We are here to help in any way we can. The collective experience found here is astounding and we are more than happy to share. When it comes to support...well, you couldn't have found a better place for good old-fashioned hand-holding. In fact, we have our own little looney bin here; all you gotta do is holler and I'll scoot over!
You're doing a good job, Mom! Keep your chin up!
Hugs,
Leslie and the girls - always
EDITED TO ADD LINKS:
http://www.k9cushings.com/forum/showthread.php?t=180
http://www.lbah.com/canine/cushings.htm
http://www.kateconnick.com/library/cushingsdisease.html
http://www.newmanveterinary.com/CushingDiag.html
ADDISON’S INFO:
http://www.addisondogs.com/
http://www.k9addisons.com/
http://www.marvistavet.com/html/addison_s_disease.html
http://www.vetinfo.com/canine-addiso...-symptoms.html
http://veterinarymedicine.dvm360.com.../detail/569664
http://veterinarynews.dvm360.com/dvm.../detail/574393
Last edited by Squirt's Mom; 11-03-2010 at 01:56 PM.
Reason: add links
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