Re: Tank~ My corgi pit mix (Tank has passed)
Originally Posted by
tank&kat
I am really trying to focus on that. It's not easy. Lena is a beautiful, especially the picture of her on the sofa. I wish I could have known her.
She was my everything, Kat. I don't remember much before she came to us as this tiny 1.5lb puppy. My world revolved around her. It hurts, but I have found myself smiling sometimes when I think of her and when I look at pictures, but that took months to happen...and there are days when I just can't.
But the rest of them still need me, especially Sibbie who is just a baby...and Doree is getting old and needing more attention. I think Gable is the only one who still misses her or he feels that I do, and he gets sad, so I try not to let him see me cry. He's my rock!
Your pain is still so fresh, Kat...just let it happen. My friend, Connie, always said that when you get older, one bout of crying and you have to hide in the house for three days until the swelling goes down. I've done a lot of hiding since Lee died...
Thinking of you,
Joan
Joan, mom to my Angel Lena, Angel Gable, Angel Phoenix, Angel Doree, Cooper, Sibble, and now Raina.