Re: new, is this where I post? new diabetes diagnosis
Hi sweetie,
I hope you and Cosmo had a decent night.
As for my decision to stop meds for Squirt - she was 15+ at the time, had just had a seizure from Proin and almost didn't make it. Not long after this she had to go to the vet because she was limping pretty badly and I didn't have any clue what was wrong. She was so stressed it took several to hold her for the exam and the next day she could barely move she was so sore. At her age, I just couldn't ask her to keep going for tests and taking nasty tasting things every day. Nor did she want any more of that - she was tired and simply wanted to live out her days. So I let her.
But Squirt and Cosmo are not the same medically. She did not have diabetes to deal with as well. Her Cushing's story is a bit different - she started out with only elevated intermediate hormones (after a tumor and half her spleen were removed) and didn't become true cushionoid for several years. When her cortisol went up, we used Lysodren and she was easily maintained.
My decision was one born of her declining body and mind, and firmed by her desire to stop it all - meds, vets, everything. I wanted her last days to be ones she and I would remember with joy, not stress. And that is what we had. My Sweet Bebe crossed The Bridge this May, a little over a year after this decision.
Cosmo is younger and both these conditions need to be controlled to make the other easier to control. Both are endocrine disorders and both must be managed. If the Cushing's is not controlled, the diabetes will be harder to control and vice versa. So Cosmo and Squirt can't really be compared and stopping treatment for him isn't a viable possibility.
You are in a huge learning curve right now and I know you are overwhelmed with not only what is going on with your sweet boy but by all the info flying at you...sailing right over your head with a whooshing sound. But you are doing fine...keep working, keep asking, keep reading, keep listening and in no time you will be a pro at this.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang
"May you know that absence is full of tender presence and that nothing is ever lost or forgotten." John O'Donahue, "Eternal Echoes"
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