I believe they do know how much they are still missed and continuously loved even tho they are no longer with us in a physical form. I believe they remain with us in the only form they can. I believe they send those signs like hummingbirds to let us know they are present and that their love is as strong as ever. I believe we will be with them again one day. If I couldn't believe these things I don't think I could face tomorrow. So even tho my arms often ache to physically hold my Sweet Bebe again my belief allows me to hold her and her siblings in my heart with full faith my arms will be filled again. Have faith, sweet Sonja, have faith. And know your family here believes right along with you.