Hi baby boy
Its been 2 months since you left for the bridge, sometimes it feels like 2 years and others it feels like 2 minutes. I replay that day so many times in my mind, thinking about what I could have done better or differently, but luck wasn,t on our side and you had to leave. I,m sorry you had to have that surgery, I feel guilty about that every day, but I thought it was the way to go at the time, I hope you can forgive me. I get angry that your not here and that you had to have that disease, but it was typical of you to have something so rare that they couldn,t help you. I know you would have stayed with me if you could I know you tried so very hard to fight and you did for a time, but it got too much didn,t it. I miss you wee man and I,ll never stop thinking or loving you.
Till we meet again
xx