Good morning my sweet angels.
It's been a rough few days for Mama. I miss you both so much and all these holidays are killing me! Pa called me on your birthday Tootie. He said you lived a good long life and that now you were with Nanny. Yesterday would have been their 58th anniversary. He's still so sad after almost 5 years. I try not to cry when I talk to him. I don't know how not to. It seems that pretty much every month has some sort of sadness to it...April 7th is your birthday and the 8th Mama & Daddy's anniversary and the 16th MawMaw died, May 1st Uncle Donnie died and May 30th is his birthday, June 24th is Nanny's birthday and June 28th she died, July 9th Topper died, Aug 1st is MawMaw's birthday, Aug 11th (will be the hardest day for me) will be one year since you left me, Oct 25th is Topper's birthday, 31st is Miss Tippi's birthday, December 30th (another really hard day) Miss Tippi will be gone for one year. November is the month of "Thanksgiving", but it'll be just another sad month because y'all are gone from me.
I'm rambling, but just know I love you both more than life itself and I miss y'all so much.
Love,
Mama