Spicey, I can't believe one year has passed since we last saw you. It is supposed to get easier but we miss you more than ever. So many things have gone wrong since you left and having you here would have made them more bearable. I miss you licking my tears away, you always knew when I was upset even if I was trying to hide it. I started a long tribute to you last year but couldn't bear to finish it when I went back to it. Maybe one day I will. Brin misses you as much as I do and the thing that would make me happiest is to see the two of you curled up together as you always did. I hope you are happy and Grandma is looking after you. I love you my baby girl.
Mum and Brin xx