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  1. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Thank you so much.. she was so special. Really struggling with depression and guilt this month. Perhaps with it being the 6 month mark and her birthday month.
    I have such great memories, so much...
  2. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    6 months.... just doesn't seem possible. Some moments feel so raw, so close, others it seems so long since I held my little girl. I know I mustn't go there, but lately I have been wondering if she...
  3. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    I am a sobbing mess today!! Today is Ginger's birthday.
    Her first in Heaven. Would have been her 17th here..
    If only.....

    MY GIFT

    A miracle, a tiny blessing,
    At my feet I saw...
  4. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    24 weeks and my selfish self still wants her back. I think I always will. I think we all always will. Their little, happy, unconditional loving lives are way too short.
    Oh to have one tenth of that...
  5. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Thank you both! Yes!!! It did bring a sweet comfort and memory. Bittersweet which I will gladly welcome..
    Hugs, love and prayers..
  6. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Good evening all. Hope this finds you enjoying your summer. The weather has been great for the garden..thankful for that.
    Beginning 22nd week without my Ginger. She is in, and a part, of everything...
  7. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    I suppose you are right. Our minds are not hurtful. We do so want to change the outcome. More than anything!!
    Ging will always, always be with us. She, too was our soulmate, our heart!!
    That is...
  8. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Yep.. that sick feeling is so strong, we are coming up on 21 weeks... some days are getting a little better, others still are very, very hard. So many irrational thoughts.. did she know what we were...
  9. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    As we head into our 19th week without our little girl, with much prayer and tears, we know we are coming along a little better. It is still hard every day, but it is not all day. It hits out of the...
  10. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    I just turned 62.. you are so correct. The firsts have all been the hardest. My mind jumps ahead to Gingers upcoming birthday Sept. 1st. She would have been turning 17. I have to pull myself back...
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    So sorry for the loss of your mom, and all the others.
    My mom just turned 91 in May.. she is struggling with dementia, as my daddy did prior to his death July 22, 2016. He was 91, they had just...
  12. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Thank you so very much!❤
    So Yesterday, Monday, July 5th I celebrated my birthday and our 27th wedding anniversary. Though I am extremely thankful for each day, each milestone, it was bittersweet...
  13. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    16 weeks.... I long for my sweet Ginger daily, nightly. The routine, the snoring, the unconditional love, those beautiful soft floppy ears and those gorgeous brown eyes.
    I am holding on... sometimes...
  14. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Absolutely we are blessed to know that kind of love and affection. I wouldn't trade that bond for anything in the world! I, too, would do it over and over and over again for my sweet Ginger!
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    Oh yes! Ginger is in everything we do, every where we go..
    The daily routine of her care has sent me in a very lost state of mind. I think I needed someone to take care of, as much as she needed...
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    Thank you. All the hugs help knowing not only my sweet Ginger was/is loved by all of you, but I am also!
  17. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    13 weeks now... still struggling.
    I am learning it is more of a moment by moment rather than day by day!
  18. Sticky: Re: Candles in honor of our babies at The Bridge

    Marianne, thank you. I will have to say it was a very special moment for me and I will continue to visit and light a candle for my sweet girl Ginger and others I feel a need to.
    I am so fortunate to...
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    Re: Checking in for June 2021

    That is so sweet and so sorry for your loss. My Ginger passed 3 months ago March 7th. She was Cushing's, then flipped to Addison's, but the folks here have been so kind and supportive they have...
  20. Sticky: Re: Candles in honor of our babies at The Bridge

    I just read this and went and lit a candle for Ginger. Thank you so much for sharing this.
  21. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Thanks so much! Every reply is helping.
    Yesterday marked 3 months since we had to say goodbye.
    It just doesn't seem real, yet the heartache and emptiness does. We just plain miss her period!!! She...
  22. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    11 weeks and I could not, can't fight the tears back today. Perhaps denial is beginning to be replaced with reality. I do not know... All I know is I ache and long for her.. it cannot come soon...
  23. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Another hard few days, especially for my husband. As my heart is broken missing Ginger, It is also broken for him. I am trying to be strong for him, yet when his tears flow mine join his. It feels...
  24. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Thank you so much..very thankful to be here.
    I know one thing... my little girl sure loved life!
  25. Re: 10 year old female beagle just diagnosed with Cushings

    Thank you so much. It is a hard weekend.. Longing for her, I am trying to focus on all the Mother's Days I was blessed to share with her! 16 beautiful memories! I am thankful for everyone of them and...
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