Confused and Overwhelmed-Diagnosed Anal Sac Carcinoma (Woody has passed)

Wonder if you could advertise in your local paper or online via gumtree or something.

I get going to get him from where you dropped him off makes perfect sense to me x

Nice of him to call and talk to you and go through what they eventually found out as it resolves some questions I am sure you had. Must have been hard to read it in black and white. Trust your Woody to get something rare!

Have you been eating ok and Sleeping ok, it's such a daze most days I know I didn't properly for months so just checking up on you xxxx

Yeah Mel trust Woody. I'm eating a bit but mostly chocolate oops sleep well not had a full nights sleep since April with having to get up with Woody but I don't sleep much now mind is to active plus there usually a good film on during the night lol. I really do need to sort out the sleep thing as it's not good and I'm always exhausted ive tried all sorts milky drinks, hot baths, listening to relax tapes nothing seems to work maybe my body is used to little sleep now :rolleyes:

It was hard to see everything in black and white but it helps me finally knowing what was wrong with him. People still can't believe it when I tell them as he looked and acted so well until his second collapse

At least your eating something, may need to get your sister round soon mind!

I think it takes time with the sleep, I never thought I would get back to normal as I also used to get up numerous times. I do think the more you think it's an issue the more it becomes one. If you can't sleep forcing it makes it worse!!

I think we are all still in shock with you and for it to be such a rare issue. You did your very best to help him and that's all any of us can do. I am sure he is causing some havoc! I talked to Tia's picture too and I asked her if they were getting into trouble!

Xxxx

I have this picture in my head that when he arrived Tia, buddy and all the others gathered round while they discussed what brought him there I can see them all in a circle with Woody in the middle telling his story, I can then see them running over the fields, stopping to eat some grass and chill out :D I know he will be having a ball cause he won't be sick anymore and I can live with :)

I had got my head round him living on borrowed time of maybe 6 months but 6 wks that was hard to take but I look back and he had a ball in that 6 wks and that's all I wanted for him. Time won't heal what I feel but I will be able to live with it in time .

That's a nice image, the others showing him the ropes and looking after each other through our bond :D

I am sure he loved all his life with you, I loved all his videos which showed his personality so much you were lucky to find each other xxxx

Yes, Woody is in the middle of all our Cush Angels acting silly and cracking them all up.That is the picture in my mind of sweet Woody. :) you are doing great Tracy. :p xxxxx

Hi Tracy

I really like your Ian, he is such a kind guy to call and speak to you personally and not just send a report in the post. So I guess that does explain all the straining Woody had that you were so worried about. It does all fit in now you have the official diagnosis and some closure. You certainly did do the right thing by your boy. With that diagnosis he was up against it from the get go, but Woody lived his life to the fullest right to the end. I can also imagine him up there telling his story to the others... like oh yeah I had an evil cancer but that didn't stop me opening the fridge, drinking milk out her glass, mangling toys, walking the woods and being a video star around the world... yeah dawgs, I am the man :D I hope he does not lead Miss Tia astray :D xxxx

Tracy:
What a kind fellow your Ian is. He is looking out for Woody's mom. He must be very special, and you are so lucky to have him. I know what you mean about the finality of picking up the ashes and that you must do it yourself. Blessings
Patti

I have picked up Woodys ashes today and he is finally home :D My mum came with me for company and on the way home she asked if I could drop her at the hairdressers, so I pull up and she hands me an envelope and inside is a voucher for a mini pamper day she said she knew I was having a hard time and just wanted to cheer me up today. :o So I have had my hair done, my nails done and a facial and actual feel as if I,m in the land of the living once again.

I miss Woody so very much, but today I feel like I can actually start grieving and come to terms with things better as I felt in limbo without his ashes here as he was so far away and on his own, but he,s home now (in a sense) and he is at peace

What a sweet mom Tracy.:) I am glad Woody is home where he belongs. Xxxxx