Apollo,missing you,1 year, 5 months

Dear Addy
Thank you for your sweet words.
In the end we are left with the memories, beautiful, bitter sweet.
Like you we are looking into moving to Arizonia, where it is cheaper to live. We can find better independent living cheaper for Mom, and Doug and I can get a lot for our money, the cost of living is less than California. I am not looking forward to the heat,but I can no longer take the cold winters of Canada and Reno, Nevada
On the lighter side will have to get a tred mill for Ariel and Kristin and one for me and Dog when it is too hot to go outside. What a picture that would be:D
Missing my baby boy and girl(Karma)always. Grateful I have Ariel and Doug has Kristin. But at our age they may be the last dogs we have. Like you said time does fly. Love you all.

You are always with me my baby boy. I miss so many things about you ,yesterday was Good Friday. After mass someone asked me about my baby dog. You see, you were the church dog. Everyone knew you because I took you to church. The day before you died I took you to church. You were the only dog in church, you were and still are somewhat of a celebrity. Tears roll down my eyes as I write,you see today is our whip cream Saturday. I miss so many things about you. It is so different without you. Take good care of your little sister, Karma in heaven.
Love you
Sonja

Hi Sis, remembering Apollo and Karma, gosh I always loved to read Apollo went to church, I will never forget that.

That saying about time healing all wounds, well the author never had a Cush pup, I think.

I hope Ariel is giving you smiles, I know my Koko sure makes me laugh, though, I do admit, as much as I love him, it is different somehow.

I hope you had a good Easter, can't believe it was here and gone.

Much love,

Dear sweet Addy, thank you. Will be looking into moving to Arizona. So many changes in the next phase of our life. Like you, Ariel brings me lot of joy, but is not the same. Apollo and I were so connected and intune with each other.
My sweet Karma's birthday was April 5th. I dreamt she was lying by my head. She loved sleeping on the pillow. I reached out to her and hugged her. I told Apollo to give her a big celebration. P.s. Zoe took charge and gave Karma the best birthday ever.:):D
I have to believe this. Over 3 years since Apollo passed, Karma 9 months, and Zoe over ayear (or is it longer). Our babies.
Sonja

Zoe's birthday came along and I tried to not think about, it has been two years, can't believe, since we lost her.

I too get great comfort picturing all of them in heaven having a good time, friends forever and ever, waiting for us.

Starting a new phase in life is both exciting and scary at the same time. I. worry about not having enough money. I told hubby after I quit my full time , I want to get a part time job in a pet store so I can talk about animals with everyone.:) I would love that. I'm done with the high pressure.

Me too. After being in retail, I would rather wait on a dog any day. A tail wag and a lick, works for me.:D
Sonja,Apollo, Karma and Ariel

Every month I make a calendar with Apollo's and Karma's picture on it. I broke down and cried I had the picture of you at Coronado Island, sitting so proud full of love, it was your last stand (15 days before you died) I think you knew you were dying. I will miss you until the day I die. Almost 4 years and still hurts.
Love Mom
Mommy's little angel

Oh, Sonja....hugs, hugs, hugs...

Also sending my #HUGS :(

Love you,my sister, I think yes, it will always hurt, kind of a forever hurt we have, broken hearts that can't heal.

Forever dogs and forever hurt. The joy was so great, so awesome, guess the lasting hurt has to be so bad, the love was so blissful.

Hugs

Dear Sonja, Apollo was your everything. You shared a special bond, a connection. Time moves along, but the missing last a life time, longer if it was possible. The monthly calendar you make using Apollo and Karma`s pictures is so sweet. I think I will use your idea and make for my baby. Sending my love .

I like the idea of a calendar to commemorate pets lost. So many of mine were in the fall or spring. None are forgotten. Hugs!

Thank you all for your comforting words. Like Addy said, Dawn and everyone else, I think when you have fought as hard as we and our fur balls to battle this awful disease you fall even harder. But the love, joy, laughter and yes even the sadness to be with theses sweet little babies is worth it. No regrets.
Love Sonja,Apollo

Thinking of you today, sending hugs.
Hope the rainbow gang is having a good party.

I'm remembering the Fourth of July Zoe at a six pack of hamburger buns and swelled up like a balloon. Sonja, you kept me so calm.

Then picturing Apollo in his red stroller.

All good memories, sister

Happy Fourth

My dear sweet Addy, and all of you . On the fourth Apollo would wear his red USA cap, a star spangled red,white, and blue bandana, and be in his red stroller. He was Mr Hollywood. People would be smiling and make pictures of him. The tears are flowing and reading about the recent loses is always painful. I still can not throw out Apollo's medical files. I have all his clothes still.
Happy fourth to all of you. I'd like to think the fireworks are in celebration and honor of the fur balls we just lost and the ones who have gone before you: Zoey, Woody,Buddy, Scoop, Tia, Lena, Keesh, my Karma and all the rest.
Love Sonja,Apollo

Sonja,I can picture sweet Apollo in his cap, bandana and riding in his red stroller. So cute. I know how much you love him.

Today Apollo ,is the day your sister Karma died in Daddy's arm. We miss our baby girl. I light a candle for you. You were Daddy's little girl, you were the boss over this 6'2" man. You would carry your bowl around hinting you wanted food. You would eat all the turkey and leave your food than look up at us and say where is the good stuff? When you wanted Daddy to pick you up you would stand in front of him and whin. You loved your baths. I think you loved your grandmother more than me. Right to the end you loved your walks. You were strong for Apollo. When he got weaker he would lean on you and you were there for him. My sweet baby girl. You and Apollo take care of each other. Love, miss you always.
Love your Mom

Awww, thinking of you today Sonja. Karma was a little love, as was Apollo. I'm sure they found each other immediately.

Dear Sonja, sending lots of love and hugs. And sharing a tear. Thank you for sharing the story of the love between your husband and sweet Karma. I`m sure Karma had plenty of love for all.

I'm thinking of you also...

What a beautiful and special memory. Karma sounds as if she had personality plus! You're in my thoughts.

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Originally Posted by apollo6

Today Apollo ,is the day your sister Karma died in Daddy's arm. We miss our baby girl. I light a candle for you. You were Daddy's little girl, you were the boss over this 6'2" man. You would carry your bowl around hinting you wanted food. You would eat all the turkey and leave your food than look up at us and say where is the good stuff? When you wanted Daddy to pick you up you would stand in front of him and whine. You loved your baths. I think you loved your grandmother more than me. Right to the end you loved your walks. You were strong for Apollo. When he got weaker he would lean on you and you were there for him. My sweet baby girl. You and Apollo take care of each other. Love, miss you always.
Love your Mom

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Thinking of you dear sister.

Thank you both.
Right back at you Andy. Will be looking into moving to Arizonia. A lot more affordable.
On the lighter side . Karma flew on a plane often as did Apollo. Well our new little one Kristen did great on the flight to Arizonia(in cabin) well on the way back she decided to make a patio door on her carrier. The next thing she was sitting on the sit between my husband and another passenger :eek::eek:Thank God she liked dogs . Doug thinks God is saying you already had the perfect dogs now I am going to mix it up: Ariel,the screamer(never know when it happens and Kristen the squeaker, she can squeezes the squeaker for hours it seems. I think Apollo and Karma are laughing saying you had it good with us.
Sonja

Mommy's little angel. Today 4 years ago,you died in my arms.
WhenI got you as a present for Christmas,you were only a puppy. I knew nothing about dogs. You became my teacher, my best friend. You enriched my life in so many ways. A ver stubborn little dachshund, with his own mind, very regal, very proud, very loving. I taught you to do many things. It was always on your terms. You could sense when I was going to leave you at home. You would barracage me from the garage door. When you would see another dog you would went for them to come to you. You were very stingy with you kisses. Everyone loved you so much,said you were one of a kind. My beautiful baby boy. I hope you are having a big birthday celebration with Zoe,Karma(your sister), Baily, Peggy, Dakota,Kiki, Hamish,Woody,Snoopy,and anyone I have forgotten.
Always in my heart and soul. I will love you till the day I die. You. Have left your paw print on my heart and enreached my life in so many ways. Love your Mom

Oh our dear Sonja, how is it possible that four years have already passed by? We will never forget your proud brave boy, nor his sister! So many sweet stories and so many special memories. And yes indeed, surely there will be a grand birthday celebration at The Bridge with all our beloved furbabies present! I know you miss your baby boy dearly. We thank you for coming back to us today and allowing us to join you in honoring his brave heart and his shining spirit.

Sending so many hugs to you this day, and everyday.
Marianne

Hugs from me too, Sonja. I can't imagine 4 years without Lena...it's only been 7 months and it feels like forever to me.

Sonja, that was so sweet. I know how much you love and miss your baby Apollo. Love, Dawn

My little man, I think you and Zoe planned today. I tried to throw some of your medical bills and records away. I started crying so hard I had to stop. Everything came back. I miss you so much my little brave proud warrior. You are my heart dog. 🐾❤️ . You will always be in my heart. I miss so many things about you. 4 years and it still hurts! You little brother ,Ariel, is getting better with his anxiety and fears. Always a challenge . Never know when he will start screaming. Apollo, I was told over and over again, how special you were. So much on my plate, sell the store,move Mom,move me.
Love

Oh, Sonja...hugs, hugs and a million hugs.

HUGS Sonja.

Heck of a day today

Oh Sonja, he still is special. Big hugs. Love, Dawn

Today is your birthday. I honor you with a candle in memory of your beautiful soul. I miss you so much. I will love you until the day I die. When it is my time greet me with your love. Mommy's little angel.
Sonja

Happy Birthday Apollo!!

Happy, Happy Birthday sweet Apollo .

Thinking of you and Apollo, dear friend, I know you have a lot going on.

I think Zoe and Apollo watch over the two of us, I really do.

I don't think we will ever be able to part with their things and that's probably ok. I don't think we are meant to do that.

Give kisses to Ariel and tell him Koko says woof:)

Apollo, I hope you had one heck of a birthday party and I know the girls were all smitten and following you everywhere. I hope Zoe didn't get to bossy and just made everyone laugh.

Always with us,

Love you

My dear sweet sister in arm. Thank you. Apollo needs Zoe to boss him.:D. A lot on my plate. Pulling back a little to get my energy back. At this age it takes longer. Maybe will email you.
Thanks Dawn for the birthday wish for Apollo.
Sonja and Apollo

I am very sorry that I missed Apollos birthday. Happy Belated Birthday Apollo!
Always in our hearts.

Me, too! Sonja, we will always remember your brave, beautiful boy. Many hugs being sent to you in his honor.

Marianne

Thank you Sharlene and Marianne. So many of you helped me and Apollo.
My baby boy, I went to your vet for Ariel's check up. And the conversation went to you. Your vet said you were one of a kind, so beautiful, such a beautiful spirit, so brave and dignified going through this awful disease. Everyone loved you so. Four years have passed and they still remember you. You will always be in my heart and soul until the day I die. My little angel
Love Mommy

How wonderful that they do that! Four years, Sonja...such a long time. Lee's only been gone for almost nine months and it seems like forever to me...

Hugs....
Joan