Beloved Zoe

Well I finally found an urgent care that can diagnose concussions so I filed my own accident report- that should go over big with the insurance company:):):):):) and off I go tomorrow morning. Still have headache and pressure, dizziness was better today. When I spoke to a triage nurse today she did not think the doctor would do a CT scan because I am not vomiting. So I guess that is good news and hopefully this ugly bump and bruise will just heal and all of this will be fine when the check me out tomorrow and it will just be a minor concussion and it will go away in a few weeks.

Have to drive, hubby has his procedure next week- I'll rest as I can.:rolleyes:

yes, Trish, I have people waiting for me to make sure their Christmas furniture is shipped out in time. After next week, I can have some down time.
I'm pretty sure this is a minor concussion, just need to make sure what I need to do for it.

Hope you well be fine.
Sonja

Dear Addy
Please take care of yourself. One foot in front of the other,do what you can and leave the rest.
Merry Chirstmas and a better year ahead.
Sonja and Apollo

Thank you dearest sister Sonja.

Seven wonderful Christmas celebrations we shared, my darling Zoe. I find that even though you are not physically with us this year, you keep popping in and out. The book I found from the two of us to Daddy in 2007, the 2008 calendar I found in the ribbon box with your photos and schedule for each month- even your twice a month weigh in recorded.

Your spirit lives on in our hearts and minds and I feel you presence so strongly today.

Your brother has a Santa suit and is going to distribute small gifts to Grammy's fellow residents. He is a good sport, Zozo, you trained him so well for me.

Merry Christmas my darling, my love,

always with me, forever and ever.

love,
mom

Happy new year baby girl, I hope you and the gang have one heck of a party! Don't let granpa get to carried away, he always liked egg nog this time of year.

Miss you, love you, can never forget you, I know we will be together again one day, zozo.

2015 with out you, doesn't seem doable, but I know I will survive.

Love forever and more
Mom

Yes Addy you will survive. I have and you will too!:p Our babies are together and happy, ready to party on.:D

Dear Addy
The loss will always be there,but so will the love the memories,the challenges. It will take as long as it takes to live with the loss of beautiful Zozo. You don't get over it,you just live with it.
Love Sonja and Apollo

Sonja that is so true, really explains it all and puts things into perspective.

As badly as it still hurts, I would not have missed loving Zoe.

Cleaning out the old umbrella stand, we decided it is just more clutter in the foyer, and down at the bottom is one of your red Kongs and the pink retractable leash I spent a small fortune on which you chewed in half.

Almost a year and I still find all things Zoe. Downstairs, I decided to empty the cabinets in the laundry room and way in the back was a plastic bag. When I opened it I found my dad's clothes, the clothes he wore to the hospital but never wore home or again. That really took me back fifteen years.

I thought you came to visit in my dreams last night, I finally slept.
Hard to say, I just have a sense of your presence today.

You are my little girl, always will be my most cherished love. Koko is fine, has blossomed so. You would be so proud of him,

I needed to find you today, I needed to speak with you, so I came home, here to this thread. This is where you are now, darling.

I love you more.

Oh Addy,
We miss Zoe so.