Many empathetic hugs, sweet Tina. This time will pass and leave behind scars but you will smile again. Your precious boy is keeping watch over you now just as you did him. Know he is with you.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang
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Many empathetic hugs, sweet Tina. This time will pass and leave behind scars but you will smile again. Your precious boy is keeping watch over you now just as you did him. Know he is with you.
Hugs,
Leslie and the gang
Thinking of you. xxxxoooo
Tina!!! Guess whose back? Just like an old penny. ;) xxxxoooo
Thinking of you! You almost slipped to page 2!!! :eek:
OMG!!!! On page 2!!! :eek::eek:
Thinking of you my dear.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...... .
Never enough hugs. So wish I could deliver them in person.
Always,
Kathy
Sending you best wishes and hugs.
Dearest Friends,
Thank you all so much for all your beautiful words and ongoing support. I have been reading your messages but just haven't been able to bring myself to post. Each time I start to write the words, it just reinforces that my precious boy is gone.
I am really struggling and am not in a good place right now. There will be no Christmas in my house this year, I have found that I just can't manage any of it without my boy. Since I don't have any immediate family in town, it is not difficult to avoid everything. I couldn't bear putting up the tree or any decorations, and haven't been able to do any of the other things that I normally enjoy about the holiday season. There is just no joy in anything.
Unfortunately I have also been sick with upper respiratory crud for the past week, and that sure hasn't helped anything. I thought things were getting better by Thurs but seemed worse again the past couple of days. I felt so crummy I ended up going to urgent care last night (super awesome place to spend Christmas Eve evening), got an antibiotic and the Dr felt I needed a Medrol dose pak too, said my lungs are inflamed. It seems like I never get just a regular cold anymore, it always turns into something worse. Hopefully I'll be feeling better over the next couple of days.
As I sit here in the wee hours of Christmas morning, and as I do every night, I am straining my ears to hear the sound of Jasper's deep heavy breathing while he peacefully sleeps. All I hear is the ticking of my mantle clock and the sound of a random car going up the street. Somehow, I thought that maybe in the quiet of this particular early morning, I might be able to hear him. It has been 4 weeks since he left. I miss him beyond words.
I want to wish each one of you a Blessed and peaceful Christmas. And from the bottom of my heart, thank you dear friends for keeping me and my boy in your thoughts. I can't tell you how grateful I am for this family. Many hugs and much love to you all. xo
Tina
Loving hugs from me too.
I'm so grateful to hear from you, Tina. Sending my warmest thoughts and healing hugs to you. We love you, and we will always remain here, right by your side.