My baby doll Scoop

Hi my big boy Scoop,
Sorry I forgot to mention that I also got you a birthday card. It has a Pug on it and he was eating pizza. There was a time when you knew the word pizza and you would get a special little bit. Seems so long ago. That was back even before your diabetes. John would come on a Sunday afternoon and we would have pizza for lunch. If the sun was out you used to love to sit in the front window in the sun. Those were your kind of days. Miss you Scoop so much.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my sweetheart Scoop,
Just wanted to tell you how much I love and miss you.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my baby doll Scoop,
I'm a bit worried about Gus. Please watch over Gus, Archie and Raleigh. Thank you my sweet Scoop.
Raleigh's been eating better lately.
Tonight I threw a soft ball for Archie and Gus to chase and neither one went after it but Raleigh did. He took it up on the sofa and wouldn't let anybody have it. That was nice to see that he wanted to play for a bit. He hasn't been playful lately. All he wants is his belly scratched.
Miss you Scoop.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my big boy Scoop,
Was thinking about you and your last few days while I was in the shower. Had a good cry. Miss you lots.
Always in my heart.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my sweetheart Scoop,
Molly brought home some fresh sunflowers for you today. The last ones lasted pretty long. She brought a bunch of yellow ones that had 6 flowers and a bunch of orange tinted ones that had 5 flowers. They look so beautiful. Archie seems to like to smell the flowers in the yard like you always did. I had a crying spell in the shower again tonight. I miss you and I just keep thinking about all that happened to you.
I look at Archie and Gus and see how fast they are growing. Where does the time go to. I remember Molly and I going to the pet store and bringing you home. I can't believe now you are no longer here with us.
Soon Molly and Raleigh will be having a birthday.
Miss you!
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my baby doll Scoop,
Tonight it had been 15 weeks since you left us. Still tough.
Still miss you lots every day.
You are always in my heart.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my big boy Scoop,
Molly had car troubles today. I had to take her to work and get her car fixed. Lots of running today. I also picked up dad's trimmer at the repair store.
It was a busy day. The little guys can be a handful. They are always after each other and biting. I get scared one of them will get hurt. Sometimes I hear a yelp from one of them. I love them so much. I don't want one of them to get hurt. I started them on a new food. They seem to like it. Hopefully it is a good food that is good for them.
The flowers look so beautiful on your table.
I miss you lots.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my sweetheart Scoop,
I picked flowers from the yard today, mums and marigolds. They are on your table. So between those flowers and the sunflowers you are surrounded by such pretty flowers. I miss you.

Today I went looking for something to put in the bottom of the car seat carrier for the little guys. I looked in the pet shop where we got Archie from to see what kind of bedding they had. Well I guess I shouldn't have gone in there. They had another Pug. Oh my, if only I was rich and I had enough energy for another one, I would have loved to bring him home. I was told he is a little over 3 months old. That's how old you were when Molly and I brought you home with us. He looks about the same size you were at that age. He has a tail that reminds me of yours. It is not real curly, more relaxed. The way he is built just reminds me of how you were at that age. The only thing he is darker above his eyes than you were. It breaks my heart. I sure hope he finds a good home and a loving family to be with. I hate to think about if he doesn't get adopted what will happen to him. It makes me cry. I should stop going in there. It makes me sad that I can't take him home.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my baby doll Scoop,
Sorry I wasn't here to talk to you at all yesterday. I went to sleep earlier than usual. Tia's mommy sent me very special pictures of you. They are so beautiful and special.
I have to ask you to please watch over Archie. We think he had a seizure this morning. I am so scared there is something wrong. Please watch over him. I don't know what I would do if anything would happen to him. I don't know how I could take it. I am so scared there is something wrong. I took him to the hospital this morning to be checked. The same place where you passed away. Why am I being punished? I just love all of you so much and nothing seems to go right. Archie is so young. He shouldn't be having problems. Please watch over your little brother.
Miss you.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom

Hi my big boy Scoop,
Sorry again for not being here. Another early night last night. Just know I always have you in my heart and I love you.
I'm not feeling the greatest tonight. I have a belly ache. I want to go to Archie and Gus thread and talk about Archie's seizure. Please watch over your brothers. I mention your name to them at times. I'm just so worried about Archie.
Miss you lots.
Hugs, kisses, and ear rubs.
Love you forever,
Mom