Buddy, The Mighty Lizard Hunter - Suspected Pituitary Macro Tumor

:D I have a kiwi fruit in my fruit bowl! Kind of resembles a kiwi bird in color. ;) heehee couldn't resist.

I'm really posting to find out about your purse Kathy, I imagine you must have found it??

Barbara

Barbara, Yes I did locate it, but it was pretty well ransacked. I don't care too much about the cash. It's the cards and personal items that are hard to replace. My drivers license was still there, so I got that back. I don't carry credit cards around town, but my debit card was taken. I called the bank this morning when I realized that my purse was missing so they put a hold on all purchases. Nobody had attempted to use it as of this morning. They require a pin to use it at the stores, one is not required for online purchases. I had the bank issue me a new card this morning. It could've been a lot worse!

I just received a hand written condolence letter from Buddy's trusted vet. He has been taking care him since he was a puppy. It was very heartfelt and got me crying all over again. :(I really thought that they would be thrilled to get rid of me! I can be a pain in the ass when I'm a mama on a mission! I questioned everything! What a sucky summer! XXXXXX

Aww..it's so nice of Buddy's vet to send you a condolence note...that really was sweet of him. It got the tears flowing but that's to be expected..and probably good to cry it out when you need to.

But goodness your purse had actually been taken!!? :eek: I thought you may have just misplaced it. I'm so glad your license was there and only the debit card and cash were missing. You're right-it could have been worse- but you really didn't deserve this happening, especially right now while you're going through so much. When it rains it pours doesn't it? :(
Barbara

Hey Kathy

Sucks about your purse. I can understand how though as its like your in a daze, nothing is real so the purse would be the last thing you think of till you need something

Just wondering how you are doing tonight? Hope you have managed to eat a little something today

Tight hug

Mel
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Thanks guys for trying. You are truly angels.:) It has been three days since I set Buddy free. It feels like forever! My life stopped when his heart stopped. I was asked in one of your posts to let you help Buddy help me. I have come to the realization that I cannot be helped short of a miracle. I have always tried to be a good person and live up to my responsibilities. I have put everyone else's needs first, whether at home, or with special kids at work. Buddy was mine, all mine, above all else. He was the best and most loving part of me. His unconditional love made me a better person. We were inseparable. Now that he's gone, I am unable to function well, or barely at all. No one understands what the big deal is. After all, he was just a dog. Buddy was my world. A cute little bubble who surrounded me with love. He was never judgmental, always accepting and loving to all people. Critters were another matter altogether!:D I need that connection with another fur baby now. Buddy taught me how to truly love. He would want me to share it with others in need. Unfortunately, I am unable to make that happen right now. I am feeling, frustrated, numb, empty and sad and I can't do anything about it. So thanks for trying angels. You have been there day and night to talk me through my sorrow. It sucks to always do the right thing. I set Buddy free because he looked at me with pleading eyes and I knew he was pain. If I had just kept him drugged, he would still be with me now and I wouldn't be such a complete wreck. See, it sucks to always put other's needs before your own. Lesson learned.

HI Kathy - I need to reply to this but have company coming for dinner so will get back to you later.... You would not be feeling better by keeping Buddy alive just because you could, that would have been selfish and you know it. I will be back later xxxxx

You couldn't see him like that which is why you let him go, irrespective of how it was going to make you feel.

I am so sorry that circumstances are impacting your ability to get another dog, you are clearly very unselfish and it makes me mad to think that you are feeling like this.

I wish there were more than words I could offer

Love ya Mel xxxxxxxx

Love you right back. I try and keep the faith it will all work out in the end, otherwise I would be battier than I am!

I will be asking Tia to send subliminal messages to the parents that they do want a puppy. It would please me no end if I came back and it was so.

If anyone can make it happen, Tia can. XXXXXXXX