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littleone1
11-07-2011, 01:33 PM
Corky's ashes are home. I now have a sense of closure. There are so many things I want to write about Corky, but it's something I can't do yet.

Thank you everyone for everything.

I think it's now time to move Corky's thread.

Corky will always be loved, and he will never be forgotten. RIP my little one.

MBK
11-07-2011, 01:42 PM
Terri -

I have not been on here much as I've been having some computer issues at home.

Came here today and saw the awful news. I cried for you and your sweet baby. I am so sorry for your loss. Your were fortunate to have each other and I know Corky had to have known how much he was loved.

Take care of yourself. You are in my thoughts.

kapohotricia
11-08-2011, 02:54 AM
Terri, Before you move Corky's thread I just want to say I loved looking at his photos. What a precious spirit shines through each picture! The love and experiences you two shared will live on. It is because of him that you have been there to comfort and support Kirby and I as we came to this group. God bless his soul and God bless you each new day as you go on, better for having had him in your life.
With fondest aloha,

Tricia and Kirby

addy
11-08-2011, 08:07 AM
thinking of you dear friend

(((((hugs))))))

love,
addy

littleone1
11-08-2011, 09:13 AM
Thank you Mary Beth, Tricia, and Addy.

You are very special in my life. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your furbabies.

Corky will still be here with us In Loving Memory.

Squirt's Mom
11-08-2011, 10:06 AM
Corky will always be with us, in our memories and in our hearts.

((((((((((((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))))))) ))))))
Leslie and the gang

littleone1
11-08-2011, 10:31 AM
Thank you for the big hugs my dear friend.

Corky will always be loved by so many, and he will never be forgotten. He will always be in my heart and in my memories.

Bichonluver3
11-08-2011, 08:29 PM
Still thinking of you, dear Terri. You know my love, thoughts and prayers are always with you. I'll just bet our Corkster is giving everyone across the rainbow bridge a real run for their money! I know one day I will meet him.
Love,
Carrol

Cyn719
11-08-2011, 10:32 PM
Terri - Hi I am happy Corkys ashes are with you - I know you have been waiting and I hope this does give you some closure - I saw the picture - beautiful!!! Corky will never be forgotten - I think of his sweet face everyday - you will always have the beautiful memories....forever!!! love hugs and prayers always xo

mytil
11-09-2011, 06:42 AM
((((((hugs))))))) Terri.

I know these days will be hard on you, we are all here!
T.

frijole
11-09-2011, 07:24 AM
T, Sending love and warm healing thoughts. Your tribute to Corky has already been written... every.single.day. We witnessed it here firsthand. Your love was unconditional and Corky was lucky to have you as a mom. Kim

Casey's Mom
11-09-2011, 07:33 AM
Dear Terri, I hope you feel that he is back with you now that his ashes are with you. Your love shines so brightly for him. Hugs to you my dear friend.

littleone1
11-09-2011, 08:34 AM
Thank you so much my dear friends. Thank you for being here with me, as you were always here for Corky and me.

I miss my little stinker so much. I felt him tapping me this morning because he was ready to eat. When he felt it was time for me to get up, he would always tap me and then give me kisses.

He probably is creating havoc and really enjoying himself, Carrol.

I love all of you.

littleone1
11-11-2011, 07:33 AM
I want to share a note that Corky's IMS wrote. I got cards from Corky's vet, his IMS, and their staffs. They all wrote the nicest notes.

This is the one that Dr. H. wrote:

"Corky was a very special patient, and we were fortunate to have known him for the past few years. Your love and care kept him going, and I know he'll live on forever in your memories and in your heart."

I was blessed that Corky had a great vet and IMS. I always knew Corky was in good hands. All of their techs and office staff were also great.

labblab
11-11-2011, 08:07 AM
Oh Terri, those notes mean a lot, don't they. I remember when we first lost Barkis, I went through a period of grieving for our vets in addition. We had spent so much time with them over the years, and especially at the end. It just seemed so strange to suddenly drive past the animal hospital, with no reason left to park and go in. :o :o :o

Everything about my life changed in those first days and weeks. It was so hard.

I know you missed Corky very much when you felt him tapping you. But I hope maybe there was some comfort, too, in knowing that those sweet memories have a life of their own and will remain with you forever.

Marianne

Squirt's Mom
11-11-2011, 09:13 AM
Dear Terri,

What blessings! To have Corky visit you and let you know he is still by your side, that his love for you is growing as always. I love it when I can feel Crys around. It hurts but it also makes me happy...if that makes sense.

And the notes from the vets mean so very much. To know they also saw what a special boy he was and that he came to mean so much to them, and that your love and attention was noted and recognized as the true power behind his amazing life...something we all know here to be the absolute truth.

Love ya!
Leslie

kapohotricia
11-11-2011, 02:37 PM
Dear Terri,
I'm thinking of you on this Veteran's Day. Corky fought his own battle and he was a real Trooper! Hugs, Boston lickies from Kirby and much aloha from me,

Tricia

Bichonluver3
11-13-2011, 11:07 AM
Love you, Terri and still thinking of you.
Carrol

Cyn719
11-13-2011, 01:07 PM
Terri What a nice note - I know that really meant alot to hear those words from the vet ---- yes Corky was a special little guy -- he will always be missed and remembered --- xoxo

littleone1
11-13-2011, 07:49 PM
Thank you my very dear friends for your very kind words, your love, and support. They are very comforting to me. It's very hard right now, but knowing you are here means alot to me.

marie adams
11-14-2011, 02:16 PM
Hi Terri,

Think of you!!! The days go by and you have so many thoughts of Corky...You were both blessed to have had each other.

That is so wonderful the notes you received from the vets and techs. Corky certainly was in good hands with them.

((((BIG HUGS)))):)

Bichonluver3
11-14-2011, 07:52 PM
We're right beside you with arms around you, my dear friend.
Love & hugs,
Carrol

littleone1
11-15-2011, 04:03 PM
Thank you my dear friends for the love and hugs.

I got a cast of Corky's paw print today. Dr. H.'s staff made it for me. Above his paw print, they have his name in the nicest letters, with hearts on each side of his name. I also got a beautiful glass piece from my best friend, with an etched Boston Terrier and Corky's name with 1997-2011.

I was very blessed to have had Corky in my life for so many years, and for having so many very dear and special friends in my life. You all mean so much to me.

Cyn719
11-15-2011, 09:34 PM
That was so sweet of Dr H and his staff - and your friend -- they are so thoughtful -- I know that meant alot to you -- Hugssssssss

bernie47
11-16-2011, 02:17 AM
Thinking of you today ..((( hugs ))) from all of us Terri , Catherine and family .

littleone1
11-16-2011, 09:45 AM
Thank you Catherine. You're also in my thoughts today.

Dr. H., her staff, and my best friend are all very special to me my dear friend. These do mean alot to me Cindy.

Harley PoMMom
11-20-2011, 12:47 PM
Sending tons and tons of love and hugs, Lori

littleone1
11-21-2011, 12:01 PM
Lori,

Thank you so much my very dear friend. I needed this. It's hard to believe that everything happened over three weeks ago. It seems like it was just yesterday.

I luv ya. (((HUGS)))

Cindy Thoman
11-21-2011, 04:38 PM
Dear Terri, I have not been on daily like I use to be. I am so sorry to hear about Corky. My thoughts and prayers are with you. You and Corky were blessed to have had each other.
XOXO,
Cindy, Alex and Bear

Bichonluver3
11-21-2011, 10:30 PM
You and Corky are still on my mind each day. Sending love your way.
Carrol

kapohotricia
11-22-2011, 02:01 AM
I've been thinking about you too, Terri. I'm sure that Corky continues to be a big part of your life, remaining with you in loving memories as you go forward. Our dogs are still all with me that way, even those long gone decades ago. Love is eternal! Isn't that a great blessing?
Please keep in touch and let us know how things are going with you. Did you get your eyes fixed yet?
Aloha and Boston lickies from Kirby,
Tricia

Bichonluver3
11-22-2011, 08:37 PM
Dear Terri,
You and Corky are still on my mind every day. I hope that some of the memories of happy times are starting to replace some of the sadness. Interestingly, My Dad had a Boston when he was a kid. He loved that dog more than anything until he passed away at 93. Yes, love does last a long time.
Hugs,
Carrol (and a few Bichon licks from Chloe!)

mytil
11-22-2011, 10:04 PM
My continued (((((hugs)))) Terri.

littleone1
11-23-2011, 07:23 AM
Thank you my dear friends for your continued thoughts, prayers, love, and hugs. I really appreciate it.

Thanks for asking about my eyes, Tricia. The surgeon doesn't want to do the retina surgery yet, as my cataracts aren't ripe enough. He doesn't want to do surgey on my right eye twice unless I can no longer stand the distortion. He wants me to go back in 6 months to check the progression of everything. For now he is giving me new glasses with a very high powered right lens. He said this should help my vision.

Squirt's Mom
11-23-2011, 09:51 AM
Sending you love and strength daily, dear lady with binocular glasses. :D


HUGS!!!!!!!

kapohotricia
11-23-2011, 12:02 PM
Thanks for the update, Terri. I hope those new glasses help. Be safe out there on the roads if you're driving.
I'm thinking of you especially as the holidays get started.
Love to you and Angel Corky,

Tricia and Kirby

littleone1
11-23-2011, 01:07 PM
Thank you Leslie and Tricia. I love you both. Please give your fur babies an extra big hug from me. I'm not going anywhere for the holidays, except to walk across the street to my friend's house. I hope you both have a Happy Thanksgiving.

Thanks for making me laugh, Leslie. The binocular lady got her new glasses this morning. :D It's going to take me time to adjust to them, especially the right eye.

littleone1
11-25-2011, 12:15 PM
It's 4 weeks today that Corky was released. I miss him so much.

I had his urn on his blanket in front of the fireplace. It's now in my curio cabinet with Jay's urn.

mypuppy
11-25-2011, 12:21 PM
OMG big sis,

I can't believe it has been 4 weeks already that we lost our precious little boy. I know its surreal for you as it is for all of us when we lose someone so very special as Corky.

I am tightly and lovingly embracing you today, across the miles and holding you and our boy deep in my heart.

I love you both....

xo Jeanette

Cyn719
11-25-2011, 12:45 PM
Terri - ditto to what our friend Jeanette said -- Love you so much and we all miss little Corky!! xoxo

Franklin'sMum
11-25-2011, 11:51 PM
Dearest Terri,

Sending my continuing (((HUGS))), love and any measure of comfort possible. I think it's beautiful that you felt Corky tap you, and I truly hope that your heart was filled with joy.

Much love my very dear friend,
Jane, Franklin and Angel Bailey xxx

John II
11-26-2011, 12:18 AM
(((Still Hugging)))

bernie47
11-26-2011, 09:41 AM
Thinking of you Terri ...((( hugs ))) Catherine , Ken & fur babies ..

littleone1
11-26-2011, 12:48 PM
Thank you my very dear friends. I really appreciate it. I love you dearly. Words can't express how I feel about all of you and what you all mean to me.

lulusmom
11-26-2011, 06:13 PM
Terry, I haven't posted in a bit but want you to know that you and Corky are never far from my mind.

Big hugs and much love,
Glynda

littleone1
11-27-2011, 08:52 AM
Thank you so much Glynda. You are such a dear friend. You've been here with me since I first joined our family.

I don't expect everyone to post on Corky's thread. I know so many of you are here with me and for me. There's just times when I need to express my feelings.

addy
11-29-2011, 12:52 PM
Dear Terri,

I am so sorry I have not had much time to check in on you.

I think about you all the time and miss our little trooper.

Always in my heart dear friend,

love
Addy

mypuppy
11-29-2011, 01:53 PM
Hi big sis,
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):) :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

Love ya, Jeanette

littleone1
11-30-2011, 11:08 AM
I luv ya bunches lil sis and my very dear friend Addy.

This is my last post for awhile. I have a few things left to print, and then I'm taking a much needed break from the forum. In January, it will be 3 years since I joined the original forum.

Squirt's Mom
11-30-2011, 11:11 AM
Hi Darlin',

We all need breaks from time to time. Please take care of yourself and know you are always in the hearts of many, wrapped in loving arms all the time.

Love ya,
Leslie

labblab
11-30-2011, 11:29 AM
Dear Terri,

I wouldn't be telling the truth if I didn't admit that I am sorry to read your reply. Because I will miss you while you are away -- very, very much :o. But I totally understand that it is time for you to take a much-needed break. Take good care of yourself! And we will welcome you back at any time, even if is just for a quick update. And without any question, we will hold you and Corky in our hearts while you are away.

Sending many hugs, today and everyday.
Marianne

Dollydog
11-30-2011, 03:56 PM
Have a relaxing break....come back soon!
(((HUGS)))
Jo-Ann

Altira
11-30-2011, 06:37 PM
I luv ya bunches lil sis and my very dear friend Addy.

This is my last post for awhile. I have a few things left to print, and then I'm taking a much needed break from the forum. In January, it will be 3 years since I joined the original forum.

Terri I'm so sorry i missed you! I hope you come back some day and see this. I remember you. I see your posts often in my threads. I can never thank you enough for being there for me. I wish I had been there for you too. I understand how Corkys passing is chasing you from here. I couldn't even look at pictures of Mira after she died. I hope your memories of Corky become manageable soon for you. You were so kind to me at a time I could hardly think straight let alone tell anyone just how much it ment. And now you may never see this this. I'm so sorry.

mytil
12-01-2011, 06:33 AM
My continued (((hugs))) Terri.

Terry

Bichonluver3
12-05-2011, 08:48 PM
I miss you and love you, my dear friend. You and Corky are always in my thoughts and in my heart. I hope, when you are ready, you will come back to us. We need you here.
In the meantime, give yourself the time you need to heal. We will continue to send love, prayers and energy your way.
You are a very special person and I will miss you greatly while you are away.
Love,
Carrol

Cyn719
12-05-2011, 09:24 PM
Terri - Love you and miss you!!! I was thinking of Corky yesterday - I spent the afternoon at my friends and she has a little Corky named Mia --- Love and Hugssss to my friend!!! xo

Cyn719
12-24-2011, 02:07 PM
Terri Thinking of you and wishing you prayers and love on this Christmas ----- Love you Cindy and Penny xoxox

littleone1
12-24-2011, 02:36 PM
Thank you my dear friends.

I came back today to light a candle for Corky, and I saw the posts. I'm hoping that after the holidays I might be able to come back more often. I'm having a very difficult time right now.

I hope that all of you, your families, and your furbabies have a Merry Christmas.

littleone1
12-27-2011, 05:51 PM
I want to share this with you. I've said all along that Corky had a great IMS. Today I got a letter in the mail from The American College of Veterinary Internal Medicine Foundation. Dr. H. made a donation to them in memory of Corky.

Cyn719
12-27-2011, 06:31 PM
Terri - how wonderful is that of Dr H!!!! You were blessed with a very special IMS for sure - she is a beautiful person inside and out!!! What a special honor for your Corky -- he was loved by so many people and will never be forgotten -

We love you Angel Corky

love always xoxoxox

mypuppy
12-27-2011, 07:58 PM
Hello big Sis,

Now that's a very honorable thing in our Corky's memory...YAY Corky...You are a beautiful shining star up above, and we continue to treasure your sweet soul.

Love you Terri and your little boy too.

xo Jeanette and Princess

Harley PoMMom
12-27-2011, 08:26 PM
What a beautiful and loving tribute to our sweet Corky...GOD bless Dr. H!

Sending huge and loving hugs,
Lori

Squirt's Mom
12-28-2011, 09:42 AM
Oh, what a touching gesture! The Corkster touched everyone he met and left a lasting impression in all our hearts; now that love will reach out and touch others.

Hugs,
Leslie

lulusmom
12-28-2011, 10:05 AM
Sounds like Dr. H and Corky had a lot more in common than just a doctor/patient relationship.....big hearts and big character.

addy
12-29-2011, 07:12 PM
Oh Terri,

Now that is truly special, as special as our Corkster. How proud you must be of our little trooper, to have touched his doctor so.

love and hugs,
addy

littleone1
01-01-2012, 11:06 AM
This was a wonderful tribute to Corky. I believe Dr. H. had a special place in her heart for Corky. She had tears in her eyes when he was released. She even gave me a hug. She is a very caring person.

marie adams
01-25-2012, 02:35 PM
Hi Terri,

Saw your were on and I thought about you!! I hope you are doing a little better. Oh how I know how you feel. I cannot believe it has been a year since I was where you are now. Our furbabies are having a great time romping in the grass and just feeling GREAT!!! :D

Please take care and let us know how you are doing!!! :)

Bichonluver3
01-26-2012, 03:37 PM
Have not been on the forum for some time but I do come back to check on you. What a wonderful gesture from Dr. H. I miss you and the Corkster so much. Please let us know how you are doing. I pray for your heart to heal, my dear, sweet friend.
Love,
Carrol

littleone1
01-27-2012, 09:43 AM
Thank you Marie and my dear friend Carrol for checking on me. I'm doing a little better, but it's really hard not having Corky with me. It's been 3 months now, but it seems like it was just yesterday. I love him and miss him so much.

I've tried to come on and post some things about Corky, but I haven't been able to do it. I'm going to try now. There are some things that most of you don't know about Corky.

On February 28th, it will be 13 years since Jay and I brought Corky home. When we went to see him, he never went near the lady. He came right up to Jay and me. He was only allowed in the back yard or in their family room. At night, he was put in a cage far away from anyone. He was malnurished and had never been for a walk. On the way home, he was laying on my lap. He was shaking so badly that his teeth were chattering. The only time he was in a car is when they brought him home as a puppy. I kept petting him and telling him that it was okay. We changed his name to Corky on the way home.

It didn't take us long to realize that Corky had been hit. If he would see a fly swatter, a newspaper, or a magazine in our hands, he would jump up on the chair, his ears would go back, and he would start shaking. At first, when we would try to pet him, he would back away. He wouldn't let us touch his nose to see if was cold and moist or warm and dry, if we didn't think he was feeling well. Eventually that changed. It didn't take Corky long to realize that he could trust us, that we loved him, and that we would never do anything to hurt him. He became the most loving, cuddly, snuggly little boy. He always had to be near us.

I can't post anymore right now.

labblab
01-27-2012, 10:25 AM
Terri, bless you and Jay and Corky. Now and always.

With loving hugs from across the miles,
Marianne

Dollydog
01-27-2012, 11:59 PM
(((HUGS))) That's a great start in telling us things about Corky....he sure came to a great home from such a lousy beginning. No wonder he always wanted to be near to you two....he was in a very special place and he knew it.
Take care Terri and hope you'll post some more when you can...
Jo-Ann

Cyn719
01-28-2012, 12:22 AM
Terri

I am glad you are able to share things about dear Corky. Always here for you when you are able to share more.

Love and prayers to you dear friend

Your angel is watching over you always xo

Squirt's Mom
01-28-2012, 09:36 AM
My dear, sweet friend,

I know how difficult it was for you to come talk to us about your sweet boy right now.

Today was a magical day for you, Jay and for Corky - it was a day when you all realized just how much you needed each other as a family; a day when you and Jay saw how much this little boy needed you; a day when you both saw how much love that scared little guy had hidden inside.

It was the day Corky came to be; the day he looked into your eyes and knew you were the one who would save him, fight for him, and love him like no one else ever could. He looked deep inside your soul and saw that spot that only he could fill. Corky was drawn to you like a moth to a flame - and the flame of your love filled his little soul to overflowing from that day on, and will continue to do so for all time.

You are such a special lady to so many, Terri. I consider the day we met to be one of those magical days in my life and I love you dearly. You are so strong and brave and always filled with love and laughter. You are a blessing in my life; I can only imagine what joy you brought to Jay and Corky.

You are never alone, Terri. You are surrounded by so much love every second of every day.

Many hugs,
Leslie

addy
01-29-2012, 01:40 PM
Dearest Terri,

I don't know that I can say it any better than Leslie just did. You were always there for so many of us no matter what. How many times did I call you in a panic? And we would talk forever and then end of laughing about things.

Even though I never met Corky I felt I knew him through your posts.

You are the strongest, bravest person I have ever met. Your heart is so large and my own life made so much richer for having you in my corner.

I know it is hard for you now and I hope that pain eases somewhat.

Truly Corky's larger than life spirit was drawn directly from you.

I miss you dear friend and I need you too.

All my love,
addy

Bichonluver3
01-31-2012, 11:24 PM
Checking in again, dear Teri. I miss all your posts and, of course, Corky belonged to all of us so I miss him too. I hope you are taking care of yourself. Please find some peace in knowing that you are such an important part of the family here and everyone is standing beside you during this difficult time. You know that if there was any way I could change things, I would. But all I can do is send much love and many prayers your way.
Hugs,
Carrol

littleone1
02-01-2012, 11:13 AM
Thank you my dear friends for all of your very kind words, love, hugs, and prayers.

Thank you for lighting the candle for us Marianne. I saw it when I lit one for Corky.

Leslie and Addy, I feel the same way about you. You can call me anytime Addy.

Thank you for always checking on me Carrol.

All of you have a special place in my life and in my heart.

Harley PoMMom
02-01-2012, 07:45 PM
Sending you huge and loving hugs, my dear friend.

clydetheboosmom
02-02-2012, 12:58 PM
Terri -

I wish I had all kinds of great things to say. Leslie always says such awesome things. I am thinking of you. I remember you handing me strength when I didn't think I could wake up in the morning...you will have my eternal heart.

Many hugs.

Lynne

Barton
02-02-2012, 08:05 PM
Terri and Corky

Thanks for being Reggie's earth and guardian angels today. He really needed you and you came through in a big way. Corky always did look out for Reggie so I am not surprised at all that he still is.

Much love and gratitude
Holly and Reggie

littleone1
02-10-2012, 09:52 AM
I met with Corky's vet yesterday. I wanted to thank him personally for taking such good care of Corky for so many years. We talked about 15 minutes.

Dr. R. told me that Corky's internal organs were shutting down with everything that happened to him in such a short period of time. It wasn't just his kidneys and the internal bleeding. I now have closure knowing that there wasn't anything any of us could have done to help Corky, and that it was a good thing that it happened so quickly. He said that it was a true act of love by letting Corky go in peace.

Dr. R. had such positive things to to say about Corky and me. He also told me that I did a remarkable job in taking care of Corky, and that he didn't know many people that would have done what I did for my little one. As I was getting ready to leave, he gave me a big hug. Dr. R. is a very special, caring vet.

Thank you my dear friends Lori, Lynne, and Holly for the love, hugs, and your very kind words.

mypuppy
02-10-2012, 04:29 PM
My dear big sis and special friend,

I second what Dr. R. said. You were the BEST mommy to Corky, and he knew that deep inside. He proved it with his love and loyalty through so many years, and you should always feel good about yourself for the wonderful life you gave your boy, and for pouring all your heart, soul, time and love to him which he didn't receive from his previous, terrible family.

You are an awesome MOM...Chin up..

Love you dearly...Jeanette and Princess

Casey's Mom
02-11-2012, 09:53 PM
You were an amazing mom to Corky Terri. He was so lucky that he got a second chance and ended up with you.

Love and many hugs,

Cyn719
02-11-2012, 10:07 PM
Terri

Corky knew he struck gold when he was given a second chance and came to live with you. You were the best mommy ever!! You gave him all your love and all the care he needed. You did everything you could for him and he knew that. The time he was with you was the happiest years of his life!!!

Love you and Angel Corky xo

littleone1
02-28-2012, 06:44 AM
It's 13 years today that Jay and I brought Corky home. It's also 4 months since Corky was set free. I miss him very much. He was my life after Jay passed away. He was with me 24/7. So much of my time, everyday, was devoted to my little Corkster.

He was such a sweet, loving, gentle little boy. One time when he was at the park, a fledgling had fallen out of a tree. Corky picked it up ever so gently in his mouth, and he put it under the tree. As time went on, when we were walking around the park, a little bird would follow us around the park. It would try to peck at Corky, but it never touched him. It was as if the little bird was trying to thank Corky for helping it.

I'll never understand why Corky had to go through so much in his life. He never hurt anyone or anything.

Thank you Jeanette, Ellen, and Cindy for your very kind words.

Many of you know that I'm still not reading posts. I still think of you and your furbabies often. I am still in contact with several of my dear friends.

I'm going to light a candle for Corky. I'm also goiing to light one for all of our K9C furbabies, those that are with us, and those that have been set free. I love all of you.

mytil
02-28-2012, 06:54 AM
Big (((((hugs))))) to you Terri -

T.

Harley PoMMom
02-28-2012, 08:45 AM
Huge loving hugs from me as well.

labblab
02-28-2012, 09:01 AM
I am here too, Terri! So today marks a double "homecoming" for Corky. The day he first joined you and Jay together. And the day he rejoined Jay once again. It must be so hard for you to be separated from them both. We understand that you need this time for yourself, Terri. We will welcome you back on the main forum with open arms when you are ready to rejoin us there. But for right now, I hope you know that you have a special home, too, right here on this thread. With your k9cushings family alongside you. I always rush here to see what you have posted. :o

Sending lots of love,
Marianne

Cyn719
02-28-2012, 10:20 AM
Love and hugs Terri

xoxoxo

Angel Corky...love you
xoxoxo

Squirt's Mom
02-28-2012, 10:59 AM
Hi sweetie,

Today there is a party going on up "there". Corky and Jay are singing and dancing their hearts out while others we love who are also "there" hop, howl, yip and yap along in unison. All this singing and dancing is creating a mighty wind, a warm and loving wind, that is being funneled out straight to wrap around you so you know you are always remembered, always loved, always appreciated...and never alone.

I hope that you will soon feel this warm, loving wind gently drying your tears and filling your heart with happy memories today and every day to come.

Many hugs,
Leslie

HA! If you look closely, every now and then a little bird lights on Corky's head and bends over to look him in the face, causing Corky to grin cross-eyed! :D

mypuppy
02-28-2012, 02:31 PM
Awww, sweet Terri,

The story of Corky and the birdie will always remind me what an innocent, gentle, loving soul Corky truly was. Simply precious! God Bless You, Jay and your FOREVER DOG:) Corky, today and always.

We love you with all our hearts...:)

Jeanette and your sweet niece Princess

marie adams
02-28-2012, 02:47 PM
(((((HUGS from us!!!)))))

Roxee's Dad
02-28-2012, 05:31 PM
More (((HUGS)))

Dollydog
02-28-2012, 09:43 PM
(((HUGS))) I was thinking of you in the last 24 hours and here you are!! I just love the story of the little bird and Corky.
Hope you're taking good care of yourself....
Jo-Ann

littleone1
03-01-2012, 11:47 AM
Thank you everyone for your love, hugs, and understanding. I am so thankful that I found such a wonderful, caring family. I would have been lost without all of you. Even though Corky had cushings for over three years, thanks to your help and knowledge, Corky had a good quality of life up until all of the changes happened. They were not related to cushings.

He really was a very special little boy.

(((((((HUGS))))))) to all of you.

littleone1
04-27-2012, 02:14 PM
I can't believe that it's been 6 months since I released Corky. A day doesn't go by that he's not in my thoughts. I still cry off and on every day. I sill miss him very much.

About 2 weeks ago I saw my neighbor's Boston Terrier. He's not quite 2. Thats' the first time I saw him since Corky was going for his walks. He started jumping up giving me kisses. He reminds me so much of Corky. Their markings are almost identical. That was hard on me.

I am finally starting to get my life back in order. I joined a senior center and started taking Zumba, Aerobics, and Bone Builders classes about a month ago. There are so many activities to do there. The people are great.

My thoughts and prayers are with all of you that are going through difficult times and also with those of you that have lost a furbaby.

Harley PoMMom
04-27-2012, 08:03 PM
My heart goes out to you, my dear friend, and completely understand how you feel. Forever they live in our hearts filled with deep love.

Sending huge and loving hugs to you, Lori

Cyn719
04-27-2012, 09:10 PM
Terri

So glad to hear you are enjoying your new activities:)

I feel for you...I know how it feels to miss our little ones - I lost 2 of them 4 weeks apart and it took me 5 years to get Penny---

Know Corky is always in our hearts!!!!!!!!

love and hugs xoxoxoxo

frijole
04-27-2012, 09:28 PM
Ah Terri... I understand so well. Sending hugs. Big ones. Love too, Kim

Altira
04-27-2012, 11:35 PM
I still say the best way to cope is to get another. I've lost four and each time another followed right behind. I fear dispite the pain I can't live without them. Even the time between them is increadably harder

I'm like incompasitated. Worthless. But that's just me. It still takes forever to get past it but a least there are a few smiles too. Can't live without the friendship of a dog.

Gee Cindy.... Five years. And two so close together. Man.

Anyway I hope your doing ok Terri.

addy
04-28-2012, 08:28 AM
Dearest Friend,

It is so hard to lose such a huge part of your life. Baby steps until you can handle more. we all love Corky and none of us will forget him either. You both are always in our hearts.

I will say I had a big smile at the thought of you doing Zumba and Areobics. You go girl!!!!!!!:D:D:D I am glad everyone is so nice and you are meeting new people.

I love you and I think about you all the time.

love,
addy

Squirt's Mom
04-28-2012, 09:09 AM
Hi Terri,

There is a geriatric Boston at my vet's who's mom passed and she is in need of someone to love her. You and Corky came to my mind the second I saw Tasha and I burst into tears there in the hallway with her in my arms. Tasha's mom passed recently and she needs a home for the remainder of her days, which will likely be with us if she hasn't found a home by the time we move into our house. I can't stop thinking about Tasha and her situation, and when I think of or go see her, I think of you and Corky so I just can't leave her there.

I tell you this so you know that Corky lives on in the hearts of so many, that he touched others so deeply, that he will always be with us. So you know that the love and devotion the two of you shared will be carried on in ways you may never know about.

I am so proud of you for tackling life through your pain and I know your little man is, too.

But, seriously, ZUMBA???!!??? Have you seen how those folks move???? I tried it once and found it was much easier to keep up after I collapsed on the floor. :p

Many hugs and much love,
Leslie

SasAndYunah
04-28-2012, 01:43 PM
Hi Terri :)

It's so good to hear that last update...I am so proud of you for actively picking up your life eventhough it is so hard to do :) After Sogno passed, it was only 3 weeks later that Yunah entered my life..and at that time that was the right thing to do. After Yunah passed I needed several months to move on with a new dog in my life... It's different, every time and one has to do what is best for them :) And again, I am very proud of you for doing exactly that...

Have lots of fun with the Zumba and other classes..:D All our best,

Saskia and Mhina :)

littleone1
04-29-2012, 12:16 PM
Thank you so much my very dear friends. You have always been here for Corky and me. I think about all of you. I enjoy chatting with so many of you.

Our furbabies do remain forever in our hearts. Lots of love and hugs to all of you.

marie adams
04-29-2012, 02:50 PM
Dear Terri,

I am so glad you are out there taking Zumba and meeting new people. I should be doing the same, but work gets a little in the way.

It was great hearing everything you have been up to.

In your own time will be when you are ready for a new furbaby. There are times I think I might have gotten Ella to soon, but I wouldn't change a thing, except not having so much stress with work.

Take care and hugs always!!!

apollo6
05-02-2012, 01:11 PM
Dear Terry
I think about you and our beloved Corky often. Go for it girl with Zumba. You have inspired me to give it a try.
Hugs Sonja and Apollo

MBK
06-02-2012, 12:46 AM
Hi, Terri,

I haven't been here very much and I'm trying to catch up with everyone. I've been thinking about you and wondering how you were doing. I'm sure life without Corky has been a big adjustment. Just seeing his picture brought tears to my eyes. I'm glad you are keeping yourself busy and I hope time is healing the wounds some.

Wow! Zumba?! You are ambitious! Have you considered getting another dog? There will never be another Corky, but you have so much love to give...I'm sure you will know when the time is right.

Take care of yourself.

littleone1
07-03-2012, 09:27 AM
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY my little one! I'm sure you're having a great birthday with all of your friends, new and old. I love you and miss you very much.

Firsts are the hardest. There will always be triggers that set you back. I can see Corky opening his presents. He was so cute when he opened them. I'm making his steak for his dinner. I know he's watching me to make sure I make it for him. This was his special dinner on his birthdays.

Take care everyone.

Roxee's Dad
07-03-2012, 12:45 PM
Happy Birthday Corky. Although with a great sadness in my heart, you still make me smile.

(((HUGS)))

Squirt's Mom
07-03-2012, 01:12 PM
Hi Terri,

Those firsts are rough. :( Thankfully, they only happen once and when that first is behind us, the second is a tiny bit easier. The firsts bring so much pain roaring back it is difficult to imagine that could ever change...but it does. Time gives our hearts and souls a chance to find those memories that bring a smile to our face and a hint of that familiar joy in our hearts.

I think of you and Corky at least 10 times a day through living with Tasha. I understand a little bit of the magic in Boston Terriers now and can only imagine the fun you and Corky must have had over the years, and how that face could make your heart swell.

Many hugs dear one,
Leslie


Happy Birthday, Corky!!

mypuppy
07-03-2012, 07:31 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...CHA CHA CHA...:)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...CHA CHA CHA...:p
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST NEPHEW CORKY...CHA CHA CHA...;)

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO YOU...CHA CHA CHA...:D

REMEMBERING YOU WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND WILL ALWAYS TREASURE THE SPECIAL BEING YOU ARE...

TIGHT HUGS SENT UP ABOVE..

AUNT JEANETTE AND COUSIN PRINCESS

Harley PoMMom
07-03-2012, 11:48 PM
Happy Birthday, sweet Corky.

Remembering you today and always with love.

Sending huge and loving hugs to you, Terri.

littleone1
07-04-2012, 11:25 AM
I know Corky is thanking you for the birthday wishes. Thank you for the hugs.

Bostons hold a special place in my heart, Leslie. Corky was very special. I know things get easier as time goes on. I have one more major hurdle to jump.

I'm glad the Corkster still makes you smile, John. It must be the sweet smile on his face. :)

marie adams
07-06-2012, 02:09 PM
Belated Birthday Wishes to Corky!!:D:p:)

I hope you are doing well!!! Miss you!!!:)

(((HUGS)))

Franklin'sMum
07-07-2012, 12:29 AM
Happy birthday Corky!! Much love being sent your and Terri's way.

Jane, Franklin and Angel Bailey xxx

littleone1
10-28-2012, 08:47 AM
It's a year ago today that Corky went to a better place. As I'm writing this, the tears are streaming down my face.

Even though much of that day is a blur, some things are still so vivid in my mind. As I was petting Corky and talking to him, and giving him lots of hugs and kisses, he tried to stand up on my lap, but he quickly put his little head back on my arm. A little while later, he tried to stand up again. His face was so close to mine, as if he was trying to give me a last kiss, but he couldn't do it. He put his head back on my arm and looked up at me. I could tell by the look in his eyes that he was asking me to help him. He was asking me to let him go, to set him free. When I told Dr. H it was time, she asked me if I was sure. I told her that I was sure for Corky, but not for me.

I finally went to see Dr. H a couple of weeks ago. She told me that our furbabies let us know when it was time, and that Corky was ready.

I was very blessed to have had Corky in my life for so many years. Even in spite of all of Corky's medical issues, he surpassed his expected life span. He had a good quality of life up until the end.

I added a few more pictures. One of them is a special poem that a friend posted on FB.

I want to thank everyone again for all of your help and support. You will always hold a special place in my heart.

mytil
10-28-2012, 09:02 AM
Dearest Terri,

My (((((hugs))))) are coming your way. I know little Corky is with you today and always. The dignity of your boy along with the amazing life memories hopefully will let you smile a bit through the tears. He is an amazing dog and you are an amazing Mom.

We will always remember your boy
Terry

Squirt's Mom
10-28-2012, 09:03 AM
Hi Terri,

The pics are great and I love the poem. Corky was a handsome fellow and you can see the TLC he got every day of his life.

I know you have missed Corky terribly and have struggled to make a life without him. But I also know you are doing just that now - getting out and living and loving life, finding new interests and friends. I know Corky is so very proud of his mom and continues to watch over her with such love. He simply could not have had a better mom or friend than he had in you.

Today is one of those "firsts" we all have to face at some point...and the "firsts" are so very difficult. All the memories come flooding back, good and bad, bringing with them the emotions that are once again fresh. Please be extra good to yourself today, grieve as you need, and remember you are not alone, not ever alone.

Much love and many hugs,
Leslie

mypuppy
10-28-2012, 09:27 AM
my dearest big sis and special friend,

I am remembering our precious little boy and you today and honoring the special bond between you, the wonderful life you gave each other. it is beyond words.

I love you both with all my heart, and think of you very often and fondly--you are both my forever treasured family.

Tight hugs to you today mostly, and always, and hope its an all pizza, arbys, steak, twizzlers day in remembering Corky.

Xoxo Jeanette and your sweet niece Princess and family

Harley PoMMom
10-28-2012, 09:53 AM
My dearest friend, Terri,

Thinking of you and our sweet Corky today, sending tons of loving and huge hugs, Lori

Altira
10-28-2012, 09:58 AM
I remember when I lost Mira and I was so upset over all the things that followed it. Then Leslie put a name to it. Just as she did above. It's hard I know. All these "firsts". The second anniversary of my Mira's death is about six weeks away. I've thought of it many times. And I know it will be a sad day. But I don't fear it as much as I did the first time around. I'm glad you came here to share your hurts with us. Putting it on paper and knowing someone else knows what your feeling... helps a lot.

molly muffin
10-28-2012, 10:01 AM
Thinking of you and Corky. Take care

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

Roxee's Dad
10-28-2012, 06:43 PM
Hi Terri,

Time goes by so quickly... You were such a loving mommy to "The Corkster" Big (((HUGS)))

I will looking in the sky this evening... looking for his special star and remembering how he always made me smile.

More hugs.....

frijole
10-28-2012, 08:31 PM
Sending love Terri. Kim

littleone1
10-29-2012, 02:54 PM
Thank you so much my very dear friends for your kind words, love, and hugs. They are very much appreciated. Yesterday was tough.

In many ways losing my Corkster was harder on me than when Jay passed away. Jay's passing was expected, as he was on home Hospice care, but Corky's happened so quickly. He was my baby.

addy
10-29-2012, 07:21 PM
Dearest Terri,

When I read your post I thought how can that be? It has been a year? Dear special friend, Corky is always in your hearts and all of ours. This is a hard day for you and really shocked me at the length of time as it seems only like yesterday when we lost our little trooper.

I hope with all my heart that you truly are living life again, Terri because you deserve a wonderful life and that would be Corky's wish for you.

so many hugs and love being sent your way. I too miss my special little nephew. Perhaps that is why the sky looks so glorious tonight. It is pink and orange and a wonderful blue, a riot of colors that makes your heart pound and skip a beat. I think it was Corky wishing us a bright tomorrow and saying, "Im all right".

littleone1
12-24-2012, 04:20 PM
Thank you my very dear friend. i really miss Corky so very much. I lit a candle for him and Jay earlier today. I know it's been a long time since I've posted anything, but letting Corky go has really taken its toll on me. I love you bunches.

mytil
12-24-2012, 04:24 PM
Big (((((hugs))))) Terri!

T.

Harley PoMMom
12-24-2012, 11:25 PM
(((Tons of hugs and love)))

molly muffin
12-24-2012, 11:41 PM
Terri, thinking of you and Corky this holiday season.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

addy
12-30-2012, 09:20 AM
love you Terri, I will always remember my nephew. I hope you have found peace. I miss you.

apollo6
01-14-2013, 06:17 PM
Dear Terry
Thinking about you and Corky. Love you
It is hard.
HUgs Sonja and Angel Apollo

littleone1
02-28-2013, 06:32 AM
I just lit a candle for Corky. He would have been with me 14 years today. I still miss him very much.

I'll never forget the first day Jay and I brought my Corkster home. He was in the backyard exploring. He had never seen a pool before. At that time, we had a solar cover on the pool. Before we knew it, Corky was trying to walk across the solar cover. Jay had to go in the pool to get him before he went in the water. Needless to say, the solar cover was soon taken out of the pool. After that, Corky wouldn't even go on the pool deck.

Thank you everyone for your thoughts, love, and hugs. I think about so many of you.

mytil
02-28-2013, 06:47 AM
Big ((((hugs)))) Terri. I know your little guy is with you still.

Terry

Roxee's Dad
02-28-2013, 10:23 AM
I still smile everytime I see his picture.....

(((HUGS)))

Squirt's Mom
02-28-2013, 10:40 AM
Oh, Terri,

What a special day this is! I hope it brings you many warm memories and happy smiles.

Much love and many hugs,
Leslie

Harley PoMMom
02-28-2013, 04:22 PM
Remembering sweet Corky with love today and always. Sending you huge and loving hugs, my dear friend.

mypuppy
02-28-2013, 06:31 PM
Thinking of both of you with lots of love.

We miss you sweet boy, but remain in our hearts forever.

xo and tight hugs, Auntie Jeanette and cousin Princess

addy
02-28-2013, 08:24 PM
Love you and Corky both, Terri

(((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))

frijole
02-28-2013, 08:32 PM
Love and hugs from Kim to you and dear angel Corky. RIP sweet one.

labblab
03-01-2013, 06:57 AM
Oh Terri, remembering Corky -- and thinking of you -- with lots of love!

Marianne

littleone1
03-01-2013, 08:27 AM
Thank you my very dear friends for your love and hugs. Corky was very special. I wish he was still here with me, not just in my heart and memories. He was such an important little boy in my life. I know he misses all of you, especially his favorite aunts. I'm glad his picture still makes you smile, John. I have so many pictures of my Corkster in the house.

I love you all very dearly.

littleone1
07-01-2013, 04:35 AM
Thank you, Kathy. I know that Corky will always be in my heart and my memories. On the thread I posted on, I just wanted to say that there are times when surgery is not an option, and that treatment does work.

littleone1
07-01-2013, 07:04 AM
Thank you Trish. Corky crossed the bridge 1 year and 8 months ago. He will always be in my heart and in my menories.

Squirt's Mom
07-01-2013, 07:40 AM
I love you dearly, sweet lady. You nor Corky are never far from mind and never out of my heart. I know Jay is setting up a birthday party for Corky that will resonate with joy through the realms, wrapping you in their love. You are such a special person, a Blessing to all you come in contact with. I know you are an amazing Gift in my world.

Hugs,
Leslie

littleone1
07-01-2013, 08:30 AM
Thank you my very much my dear friend. You have been a very special part of my life for many years. Your love and friendship mean the world to me. I'm sure Jay is still spoiling our little one, as I will also be doing on his birthday - a nice NY Strip Steak. :)

molly muffin
07-01-2013, 11:17 AM
So good to see you Terri. :) Thanks for continuing to share your wealth of experience.
Corky, the gift that keeps on giving. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

Roxee's Dad
07-01-2013, 11:30 AM
Big (((HUGS))) Terri .

littleone1
07-01-2013, 01:52 PM
Thank you Sharlene, and thank you my dear friend for the hugs. (((HUGS))) back to you.

labblab
07-01-2013, 02:27 PM
Oh Terri, it is so good to see you back with us again today. I know Corky is proud of you for adding encouragement to our new member, and he's probably pricking his ears and drooling at the very mention of that yummy-sounding steak. :o

Sending my warmest wishes across the miles,
Marianne

mypuppy
07-01-2013, 02:59 PM
I too have been very blessed with having the privilege of having you and our precious Cork in my life. the same goes for every single one of the beautiful members and their special babies here. You and Corky will always have my heart dearest big sis.

We love you with all our might.

Tight hugs and licks from your little sis and niece Princess (well the licks are from your niece--lol:D

Ps: NY strip--yummmmm:p

littleone1
07-01-2013, 03:09 PM
Thank you so much Marianne and my dearest Lil Sis. You have both been very special in Corky's and my life. I'm glad the licks are from my niece and not you lil sis. LOL!!! :D:D:D

addy
07-01-2013, 07:13 PM
Terri, how wonderful to see your green light on and hear your voice.:)
I cant meet a Boston without thinking of our Corky. He will always live on in our hearts.

I hope things are going well for you dearest friend.

littleone1
07-01-2013, 10:21 PM
Thank you my dear friend. We'll talk soon. I hope all is well with your furbabies.

Harley PoMMom
07-01-2013, 10:56 PM
Oh Terri, it is always wonderful to hear from you. Just wanted you to know that you and sweet Corky are in my thoughts and prayers.

I am sure our dear boy will be delighted that you will be eating his favorite food in his honor on his birthday. Sending you super huge hugs and love, Lori

littleone1
07-02-2013, 03:04 AM
Corky always loved a good steak. He ate more than I did. I don't know where he put it. :)

I love you my dear friend. I'm sending you lots of love and hugs.

bernie47
07-03-2013, 01:35 AM
They truly leave footprints on our hearts ;)
((( hugs ))) Terri
Catherine ...Lara & Natcho

littleone1
07-03-2013, 03:58 AM
Thank you Catherine. They really do.

littleone1
07-03-2013, 04:14 AM
HAPPY16th BIRTHDAY my precious Corkster. You will always be loved, and you will never be forgotten.

I'm lighting a candle for you. I also have one lit everynight at home.

labblab
07-03-2013, 07:14 AM
Awwww, Happy Birthday sweet boy!!!

Hope there are steaks galore for you to share with all your buddies at the Bridge...:o :)

And many hugs to your mom.

addy
07-03-2013, 08:17 AM
Happy Birthday Corky, pass out all the steaks, I may just eat one in honor of your birthday!!!!

littleone1
07-03-2013, 09:08 AM
Dearest Marianne and Addy,

Corky and I thank both of you. I'm sure there are plenty of steaks for everyone. :)

mypuppy
07-03-2013, 09:42 AM
Happy Birthday to you Corky...:)

You have so many who are celebrating you today and always...:)

We love you, and your mommy
too...:)

xo Jeanette and Princess:):)

molly muffin
07-03-2013, 10:51 AM
Awww, Happy Birthday to Corky, who I am sure is having a buffet of steaks over the rainbow bridge. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

littleone1
07-03-2013, 11:07 AM
Thank you LIL SIS, niece Princess, and Sharlene. I'm sure Corky will enjoy his steaks. They're already cooked. :)

Squirt's Mom
07-03-2013, 11:09 AM
Happy Birthday, Corky!

littleone1
07-03-2013, 11:12 AM
I know Corky is thanking you my dear friend.

Roxee's Dad
07-03-2013, 11:28 AM
Happy Birthday little Corkster, you always make me smile.
(((HUGS))) to your mommy as I know she misses you.

mytil
07-03-2013, 11:49 AM
Happy Birthday sweetie pie!!!! I'll bet they are having a big party for you at the Bridge.

I know you will continue to keep an eye on Mom.
Terry

Harley PoMMom
07-03-2013, 03:57 PM
Happy Birthday, sweet Corky!!

littleone1
07-03-2013, 04:20 PM
Thank you my dear friends. I know Corky wants me to thank you for him. I'm sure he's having a wonderful birthday with Jay and all of his friends. I miss my two boys, even though Jay wasn't a little boy. :)
I'm glad Corkster still makes you smile, John. I love you all dearly.

littleone1
09-20-2013, 09:41 PM
I just have to say what's bothering me. It's almost 2 years since my Corkster went to a better place. It doesn't hurt as bad, but it still hurts. Our furbabies will always be loved. They will never be forgotten.

Everytime I see that one of our babies has passed, it really breaks my heart. I know I'm not here very often anymore, but I still keep in touch with several friends.

frijole
09-20-2013, 10:25 PM
I saw your thread and immediately thought "Ah dear Corky". His memory lives on in all of us whose lives he touched. I understand about the pain. But the love is still as strong and that is what counts. Good to see you. Kim

littleone1
09-20-2013, 10:41 PM
Thank you my dear friend. It's just hard for me to come back. I will never forget what you did for Corky and me. I know you've been through this, and my heart is with you.

Harley PoMMom
09-21-2013, 12:20 AM
Dear Terri,

Sorry I haven't been in touch for a while (work is real busy :mad:) but you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Sending huge and loving hugs, Lori

littleone1
09-21-2013, 08:26 AM
Thank you my dear friend.

I know it's not easy to do things when you're working alot of hours. I've been there.

I love you bunches.

Squirt's Mom
09-21-2013, 09:59 AM
You are still such a valuable source of support to so many here, Terri. Yours and Corky's journey continues to help those who have come behind you, too. His legacy lives on...and your friendship is a cherished treasure.

littleone1
09-21-2013, 01:51 PM
Thank you my dear friend. Corky was a very special little boy. He never gave up until that last day. He knew it was time for him to leave.
I love you bunches.

apollo6
09-21-2013, 05:50 PM
Dear Terry and Angel Corky
I think about you a lot. Corky fought hard and strong to the end.
I think about how Corky and Angel Apollo were such warriors. Like you it has been over a year and I still miss him so much. The pain is always there.
Hugs Sonja and Angel Apollo

littleone1
09-21-2013, 10:01 PM
Hi my dear friend,

Our little boys did fight hard. They were such troopers. I know they have become great friends. We know they are not alone.

There will always be daily reminders of them. I know we both did what was best for them.

I know the pain and heartache never go away.

littleone1
10-16-2013, 02:58 AM
Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you , until we meet again. From a friend.

littleone1
10-22-2013, 08:04 AM
I'm posting this now, as I won't be on line for awhile.

On the 28th, it will be the 2nd anniversary of Corky becoming an angel. He was the light of my life. He was the most loving little boy in the world. A day doesn't go by that I don't talk to him and cry. I know that he's in a better place, but I still miss him very much. I'll always love you and miss you my little one.

Squirt's Mom
10-22-2013, 08:20 AM
Your sweet boy is so loved by his family here. Corky has left paw prints in the hearts of many here. I know he and Jay will be watching over you always and especially now. My thoughts and prayers are with you, dear lady, always.

Much love and many hugs,
Leslie

Roxee's Dad
10-22-2013, 03:48 PM
Take care of yourself Terry, we will always remember our sweet Corkster and every time I see your avatar, he still makes me smile.

(((HUGS)))

apollo6
10-22-2013, 04:59 PM
Dear Terry
Corky was such a sweetheart. His bravery kept Apollo going for a long time. May our sweet angels be the best of friends in Heaven. Corky will always be missed.
Hugs Sonja and Angel Apollo.

molly muffin
10-22-2013, 05:09 PM
Corky lives on in many peoples hearts here on k9cushings.
Take care and pop in whenever you can.

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

littleone1
10-28-2013, 06:37 PM
Thank you my dear friends. I didn't think I would be able to come back today.

Corky definitely left his paw prints on my heart, and they will remain there forever. He was such a little trooper. I know he is enjoying playing with his friends. He had the sweetest smile on his face, John.

Harley PoMMom
10-28-2013, 08:01 PM
Sweet Corky, we miss you and love you dearly. Sending huge hugs to your dear mom.

molly muffin
10-28-2013, 08:20 PM
Corky {{{HUGS}}}

Sharlene and Molly Muffin

Roxee's Dad
10-28-2013, 10:02 PM
Happy Angel Day Corky, Still running free with all our Angel cush pups.

littleone1
10-29-2013, 06:38 AM
Thank you my dear friends. Corky was a sweetie. I'm sure he's enjoying his life with Jay and his cush pup friends. I know he's watching over me.

labblab
10-29-2013, 07:44 AM
Terri, sending you lots of love and tender hugs. I know the pain of their beloved absence never leaves you. But neither does the love. The love is everlasting.

Sending many hugs,
Marianne

littleone1
10-29-2013, 08:43 AM
Thank you Marianne. I know Corky will always be with me in my heart and in my memories. He will never be forgotten. He was such a big part of my life.

Squirt's Mom
10-29-2013, 10:46 AM
You know how very much I love you and our sweet boy, Corky. Neither of you are ever far from my thoughts nor out of my heart, ever.

((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))
Leslie and all the babies

littleone1
10-29-2013, 02:51 PM
Thank you my very dear friend. I feel the same way about you.

((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Altira
10-30-2013, 07:00 AM
Happy Birthday Angel Corky. I wonder if you knew just how much you were loved. I bet you did. :-) kisses from all of us!

mytil
10-30-2013, 07:06 AM
Big ((((hugs)))) my friend!
T.

littleone1
11-04-2013, 09:43 AM
Thank you my friends. Corky was loved by so many. He was a very fortunate little boy.

addy
12-23-2013, 01:40 PM
Thinking of you and Corky. I hope you are ok.

littleone1
12-23-2013, 11:12 PM
Thank you for thinking about us my dear friend. I'm hanging in there. It's been a rough year.

I came on to light a candle for Corky and Jay, and I saw your post. I miss my Corkster very much. I can still see him opening his presents on Christmas day.

I hope all is well with you and your fur babies. I hope everyone finds peace this holiday season.

molly muffin
12-24-2013, 07:51 AM
Merry Christmas Terri :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

Squirt's Mom
12-24-2013, 08:03 AM
Huge hugs to you, beautiful lady! You are such a blessing in my life - there are no words to express just how special you are. You laugh with me, you cry with me, and you remind me how much fun it is to be a little devil. ;) I think those two fellows who watch over you with such fierce love and protection also poke that little devil at times just because. :D

Blessings to you all this day and every day to come.
Leslie

littleone1
12-24-2013, 09:26 AM
Thank you Sharlene. The same to you.

littleone1
12-24-2013, 09:32 AM
Leslie, my very dear friend, I feel the same way about you. It's fun to be devlish at times. :D I'm sure that Jay and Corky lend a helping hand. :D

I love you bunches. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

littleone1
01-22-2014, 12:41 PM
The thought of a very dear friend having to face a very difficult decision floods my mind with the decision I had to make for Corky. We love and have loved our furbabies very dearly. Take care and love those that are still with you.

Those that are at the Rainbow Bridge will always be in our hearts and in our memories.

I miss you so much my little one, but I know you're still here with me.

Harley PoMMom
01-23-2014, 07:56 PM
They most definitely remain in our hearts, sending huge and loving hugs to you, dear Terri.

littleone1
01-23-2014, 09:52 PM
I'm sending huge and loving hugs back to you my dear friend.

Terri

apollo6
01-24-2014, 06:08 PM
Dear Terri
Think about you and sweet Corky often. Apollo and Corky are looking down on us with their paws around each other, protecting us.
Hugs Sonja and Angel Apollo

molly muffin
01-24-2014, 08:30 PM
Hi Terri,

Thinking of you and corky. I always want to say corky the corker. :)

hugs,
Sharlene and Molly Muffin

littleone1
01-25-2014, 06:49 AM
Sonja,
I also think about you and Apollo. I know our boys are watching over us. I'm sure they're having a great time together.

Thank you for thinking of us Sharlene. Corky was a corker. He was a little character. :)

littleone1
01-28-2014, 05:13 PM
I've thought long and hard about this, but it's time that (Angel) Corky and I said good-bye for a while. I want to thank all of you that were here to see us through this long journey. It was because of you that we survived.

If anyone feels they need to contact me, please feel free to do so at jtlc@cox.net. For those of you that have my phone number, please feel free to call me.

molly muffin
01-28-2014, 06:38 PM
We understand Terri and I wish you and Angel Corky well on your future journey's.

If you ever want to stop in and just say hello. We will always be here for you.

hugs
Sharlene and molly muffin

littleone1
02-18-2014, 10:33 PM
(Angel) Corky and I are saying good-bye to a wonderful family. It was 5 years ago last month since we joined the original forum. It's time to sever all ties. I will be deleting Corky's pictures tomorrow. Take care everyone.

labblab
02-19-2014, 07:04 AM
Oh Terri, I hope you will change your mind about deleting Corky's album. I do understand why you may feel it is time to leave us, but I am saddened that you will not be leaving his beautiful picture here for his family to always share in his memory. I realize I am putting you on the spot, so you do not have to write anything more here unless you want to. But please do know how much Corky has always meant to us. And no matter what you decide, we will always hold you both close to our hearts.

Fare thee well, Terri. We will miss you so very much.

With love and my best wishes, always.
Marianne

Squirt's Mom
02-19-2014, 08:45 AM
I love you, Terri, and completely understand your need to leave the forum. You and I have talked about this many times....and you know I may need to follow suit some day. We have to heal as we must. These wounds will open on their own without connections that take us back to better days, to those final horrible days, without the reminders in our face. You and Corky will always be family here, always. You both will be remembered with love and joy.

BUT you know you ain't gettin' rid of ME! :p

apollo6
02-19-2014, 12:09 PM
dear Terry
You have been there so many times for me. I think of you and Angel Corky often.
Love always
Sonja and Angel Corky.
You will be missed.

labblab
02-20-2014, 08:38 AM
Terri, I just wanted to come back and tell you that I realize it is selfish of me to ask you to leave Corky's photos. You absolutely need to take care of yourself, and do whatever brings your own heart the most comfort. With or without a photo, I'll always remember Corky dearly. So please go ahead today and do whatever feels right to you, with no worries about us, OK?

Sending many more hugs to you on this bittersweet day of parting.
Truly, take good care and know you will always be loved here.
Marianne

littleone1
10-28-2014, 03:39 AM
It's 3 years ago today that Corky (AKA Corkster) became an angel. I love him and miss him so much. I always will. He was the sweetest, most loving, gentle little boy. He will always be in my heart and in my memories.

Tribute To A Best Friend

Sunlight streams through window pane
Unto a spot on the floor...
Then I remember,
It's where you use to lie,
But now you are no more.
Our feet walk down a hall of carpet,
And muted echoes sound...
Then I remember,
It's where your paws would joyously abound.
A voice is heard along the road,
And up beyond the hill,
Then I remember it can't be yours...
Your golden voice is still.
But I'll take that vacant spot on the floor
And empty muted hall
And lay them with absent voice
And unused dish along the wall.
I'll wrap these treasured memorials
In a blanket of my love
And keep them for my best friend
Until we meet above.
-Author Unknown-

mytil
10-28-2014, 05:53 AM
What a beautiful tribute to your sweetie pie!!!!!!

He will always be remembered here.

(((hugs)))
Terru

labblab
10-28-2014, 06:54 AM
Oh Terri, thinking of you and Corky with love. Thank you so much for sharing this sweet poem and for allowing us to join you in honoring our sweet boy. Today and everyday!

Sending many hugs across the miles,
Marianne

addy
10-28-2014, 08:25 AM
thinking of you bother and remembering Corky with much love.

Squirt's Mom
10-28-2014, 08:30 AM
I love you so and know your sweet boy is watching over you with all the love he can muster. He and Jay are taking excellent care of each other...and they both get a good laugh when you bounce off a wall. :p

Many hugs my dear friend and always love from my house to yours,
Leslie

littleone1
10-28-2014, 09:53 AM
Thank you my dear friends. I love all of you. I'm sure they are laughing, Leslie. :)

(((((HUGS))))) for all of you.

Terri

apollo6
10-29-2014, 12:29 PM
Think about you and Corky a lot,dear friend.
Sonja,Angel Apollo and Ariel
Hugs and love always.

molly muffin
10-29-2014, 02:37 PM
Thinking of you and Corky.
Sending big hugs your way. It is nice to see you pop back in.

hugs
Sharlene and molly muffin

littleone1
10-29-2014, 06:03 PM
Thank you Sonja and Sharlene.

I also think about you and Apollo. Give me a call when you get a chance. I have to tell you about Dena.

littleone1
10-28-2015, 04:56 AM
Corky, aka Corkster, became an angel 4 years ago today. I still miss him so much. A day doesn't go by that I don't think about him, talk to him, and shed some tears. He was my baby. I'm so thankful that he was with me for so many years, and that he lived longer than his expected life span, especially with all of the medical issues he had. I love you my little one.

For Corky

I'm sending a dove to heaven,
with a parcel on its wings.
Be careful when you open it,
it's full of beautiful things.

Inside are a million kisses,
wrapped up in a million hugs.
To say how much I miss you,
and to send you all my love.

I hold you close within my heart,
and there you will remain.
To walk with me throughout my life,
until we meet again.

---author unknown---

Thank you for all your help and support. It will never be forgotten.

Squirt's Mom
10-28-2015, 06:43 AM
You and Corky and Jay are in my thoughts and prayers always but especially today, my dear friend. Time has no meaning when it comes to our babies - four years is as a day and four years is as a century when missing them so. I know Corky watches over you every moment of every day, loving his mom with all his being.

You are an amazing woman and I am so blessed to call you my friend.
Much love and many hugs, dear one,
Leslie

labblab
10-28-2015, 07:31 AM
Oh Terri, what a beautiful poem with which to honor your precious boy. As Leslie has said, time really has no meaning when we measure the depth of both our sorrow and our joy. I am so touched that you have returned to us today, and are allowing us to join you in remembering "our" Corkster.

Many blessings of peace and comfort, and always in loving memory of both your sweethearts ~
Marianne

mytil
10-28-2015, 08:01 AM
Thank you so much for sharing this poem Terri!!! Tears flowing here. I know both of your loves are keeping an eye on you!!!

Big ((((((hugs))))))
Terry

littleone1
10-28-2015, 09:49 AM
Thank you so much Leslie, Marianne, and Terry, for your very kind words and thoughts. I know my boys are watching over me. Time eases the pain, but it never goes away.

I did put a couple of pictures back.

((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Terri

molly muffin
10-28-2015, 12:37 PM
We all remember Corky with such fondness and you too of course. :)

Thinking of you and Corky with a special smile.

littleone1
10-28-2015, 12:50 PM
Thank you, Sharlene.

Harley PoMMom
10-28-2015, 05:04 PM
Oh Terri, the poem is so beautiful and such a wonderful tribute to dear Corky. His memory lives on in all of us as he touched us all so much, just as you have. We love you and our sweet boy, the Corkster.

Love and hugs, Lori

littleone1
10-28-2015, 10:14 PM
Thank you so much, Lori. Corky was a very special little boy. Thank you for your very kind words.

mypuppy
10-29-2015, 07:11 PM
Dearest big sis,

Heartfelt poem to honor our little special boy. You gave each other the love filled years to last a lifetime. He will always be a part of our lives to our K9 family here. Love you little stinker nephew. I hope you and The Princess are best friends now.

Love you big sis. Tight ones
xo Jeanette

littleone1
10-29-2015, 10:13 PM
Thank you my dearest lil sis for your very kind words. I know the little stinker and The Princess are having a good time together. Corky is taking good care of his cousin.

I love you very dearly. (((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))

Big sis Terri

apollo6
11-01-2015, 02:11 PM
Dear Terri
Remembering our little solider, Corky with love. I would like to imagine Corky is healthy and enjoying running around having
Fun with Apollo, watching out for us. Such a sweet little soul. Missing them always.
Love Sonja,Apollo

littleone1
11-02-2015, 03:09 PM
They both were, Sonja. They are whole again and are having fun running and playing. They will always watch over us until we meet them again. Their spirit is always with us.

littleone1
10-28-2016, 09:44 AM
Five years ago today, on Fri., Oct 28th, Corky, AKA-Corkster, went to be with Jay. I still miss him very much. I know he is still with me.

I'm Still Here

Friend, please don't mourn for me.
I'm still here, though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day,
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I'm always near.
I'm everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight-
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach-
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond,
The cool clear water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring.
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
The first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
you can talk to me through the lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves in the trees,
and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep,
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face,
Just look for me friend, I'm every place.

Author Unknown

For those of you that have had to say good-bye to a beloved furbaby, I'm sorry for your loss. They are always with us.

Squirt's Mom
10-28-2016, 11:22 AM
Our precious Corkster, and you, will always be remembered with love by your family here, Terri.

Much love, dear friend, and many hugs,
Leslie

littleone1
10-28-2016, 03:30 PM
Thank you my dear friend. I love you very dearly. (((((HUGS)))))

labblab
10-28-2016, 07:50 PM
Oh Terri, that is such a dear poem! Thank you so much for sharing it with us all, and especially for returning to us today. It is so good to have you here with us once again. We will always remember and honor your precious boy, and we will always welcome you back here with open arms. No matter how much time passes, your K9C family is always here for you, and so glad to see you.

Sending huge hugs to you, today and every day ~
Marianne

Harley PoMMom
10-28-2016, 08:30 PM
Corky will forever be remembered here with love. Sending you huge and loving hugs, Terri.

littleone1
10-29-2016, 09:54 AM
Thank you Marianne and Lori. Our K9C family is very special to me. I don't know what I would have done without you. There are many special bonds that were formed. (((HUGS)))

addy
10-30-2016, 09:01 AM
Corky lives on in all our hearts and memories.

I hope all is well with you. Bonds here never really break as we all come and go and then return. This is where we laughed and cried together, offered support to each other and know each other's dogs so well it is if they lived down the street.

Miss you and take care.

littleone1
10-31-2016, 11:35 AM
Thanks Addy. This is so true. I really felt like I knew so many of our babies, as well as their moms and dads.

I miss so many of you.

apollo6
11-01-2016, 12:48 AM
Dear Terry
I think of Corky often. He was such a brave little trooper. Our little solider. You helped me so much.Always in your heart and soul. Thinking of moving to Arizona in the near future.
Love Sonja and Apollo

molly muffin
11-02-2016, 05:51 PM
Awww I too remember Corky, quite fondly. What a little corker. :)

littleone1
11-19-2016, 01:01 PM
Thank you Sonja. Corky was a trooper. Both of our boys were brave. We helped each other. If you move to AZ, please let me know. I would love to meet you in person. I hope things have gotten better for you.

Thank you Sharlene. Corky was a little character. :)

apollo6
11-19-2016, 05:13 PM
dear Terry
Corky was such a doll.
Love Sonja and Apollo
Will let you know about Arizona.